11/22 Gave you all of me Let you inside to do whatever you pleased Lies were told in the process of getting what you wanted As I went along with it Allowing you to think it was a great chase The time came for you to walk all over me And I allowed it Tattooed your name on my insides Leaving traces of yourself behind Let you stay longer than you asked And told you to come and go as you needed. It was ok because I wanted to feel wanted I liked to be wanted I felt needed Needed to be loved But ended up being used. So I played your little game Put up a front like I wasn't hurt Pretended I wasnt expecting this all along Of course I've been hurt before Deeper than you can imagine Practically left for dead and nobody to come to my rescue. So I gave up a long time ago on that love thing. You showed up and gave me hope Treated me like a queen and gave me a reason to smile Let me know it was okay to laugh from time to time So I was convinced. But you were on a mission And I was just another check on your list. No different from the rest, I tried to think you could never do this to me. I couldn't possibly be this stupid So irresponsible of me to lay it all on the line. Once again my body spoke louder than my mind I couldn't hear a thing Over the sound of our clothes being ripped off The kissing and the moaning. The breathing and the sucking. I wanted to stop. I knew that I needed to stop. But he told me not to stop. So I listened Because I'm not strong enough to make my own decisions. But I knew I made him wait too long So now all I have is this emptiness. Searching for whats missing isnt easy But I now know where not to look.