The Heart Wants What It Wants Rain. Music. And tears. They all bind together to make one depressed mess. He told me he cared. He told me I was beautiful, then ugly. He pulled me to shore and then threw me back in to drown. We had something, almost magical. I hate him but my heart won't pull away. I know I shouldn't be with him. I know he makes me see myself in a negative way. He makes me feel like it's my fault. He wasted my mascara with the tears he caused me. I feel I feel like sometimes I shouldn't even be here. The bed is cold. I want him back... The urge is irresistible. What is this. This is something that I can never escape. I hate you but I love you. Well, I guess there's only one explanation. The heart wants what it wants. Song: the heart wants what it wants- Selena Gomez Short story written by: Ab