Just An Idea I'm thinking I want to start a blog. I've tried a bunch of other places but here it feels different. I feel like I can share and be myself without being shut down right away. I'm just going to rant I guess about #life and why it happens. Hopefully everyone out there will like it. I get excited over the little things. Even the likes on my opuss get me giggley so hopefully you like this idea lemme know.

Diary Of A Broken Heart Do you ever wish you could have get someone back? When you know they were the one? And you would do anything to get them back? When you used to be so close and now you send emails every week for a reply that comes once every three or four months. And you hope that the email you send will be the one he replies to. The person who tore out your heart stomped on it and walked away. The person who cared the most about you an made you feel important. In a world of hurt and neglect he was the only one who believed in you. The one you can spend the rest of your #life with. Yeah that's him. I know he will never see how much I miss him but I hope.

Pain Is Just The Beginning Walking in darkness How did I get in this mess? No lights, I strain to see. Someone please save me What's this? It's sharp, don't miss! Relief, escape, I'll hide with this tape. Deeper and deeper, These cuts will go. I'll drink this away, Emotions at bay. They tease and taunt, My pain the saught. I tried to open, But I'm alone with this pen. So I'll sit here and cry Until I decide to say goodbye

My Cancer Little faith and disappointment joins the bacteria, viruses, and deadly microbes in the air. It makes for an infectious concoction, that kills what what little hopes I have. For you see I am surrounded by people who infect the air with this dismal poison. It radiates off their bodies and transforms into the cancer I live with. Their negativity blocks out what small rays of sun I have in my #life. I walk in the clouded darkness of their sufferings and seek shelter in their shadows. Worst of all these people are the ones who 'care' about me. When in actuality they suffocate me. I'm stuck with them unable of escape. I can only hope one day the rays reach my cheeks the grass grows under my bare feet and the wind wraps around my body hugging it warmly. When #life seems carefree and I can sit back and enjoy the simple pleasures of #life

Dear Stranger I know our moment did not last long. If you spare me another, I would like to thank you. Than you for the good times, times we laughed, and the times you made me smile. When all my bad days didn't seem so bad anymore. The times when no matter what you were with me. When you supported all my choices, and advised me to be strong. To do what is right rather than what is easy. When we used to pretend nothin matter and everything was ok. I thank you even for the bad times that helped me grow up as a person. I know you are busy. But I want you to know how I feel, and that my feelings will never change. That I think of you often. Remembering out time together and one day we will be reunited. -M