Back Again Well I haven't been on here in months but that's because I lost my password but now I am back again

11 Years On Note: this isn't meant to offend I am Marking the anniversary of losing some one special to me. So Ash your no longer with us as u had your #life cut short 11years ago on this day. I know if you had a choice that you wouldn't of jumped to your death in the attacks that happened on the place you worked, no one will ever understand why it happend everyone has theorys of why it may of happend to cripple the American economy but no one knows the real reason behind 9/11. Your family and friends and loved ones who knew you still aren't over what happened that day, I know your dad was in new york on the day of the attacks he was coming to see you but he never made it to you in time as he was stuck in rush hour traffic he saw the planes hit the towers and was just in shock. A lot of people questioned why the president just sat in that school that day when he was told. You may be looking down on me right now and wonder why I share these details because I just want you to know that your not forgotten, you didn't ignore Simon he knew you weren't well but u still went to work god dam it if you had listened to simon you would still be here right now getting ready to come to my wedding in 2014 with him, I know ou can probably see the tears running down my cheeks as I type this. Simon was your lover but also your best friend ash he would do anything for you. The long talks me and him had sat in your room in Canada made us feel like you were still here just like the old times we wud all sit in there playing on the Xbox and kicking each others ass's at halo and just having a good time, I had never seen Simon so low so lost and confused Amy would come sit with us and join in the convosations and just enjoy the time with us. Your missed and still loved and not forgotten, I know if u were still alive today you and Simon would be over here and meeting Becca you would liked her and I know Amy would too R.I.P Ash Never forgotten Sleep well

Ice Age 4 Well i know this film was meant to be a big hit and well after seeing the film I wasn't disapointed by this film well scrat makes me laugh but yeah they guy who does the voice for scrat its like u get paid loads just to make stupid noises what's up with that, but there is a hell of a star cast involved with ice age 4 Ray Romero John L (can spell his last name he is known for tibalt in the update Romeo & Juliet) Queen Latifa Dennis quaid Patrick stewart Rajh from the big bang theory Nick frost Simon peg Jay lo Nicky minajz Sean William scott aka stiffer from American pie Plus many more Imdb ice age 4 to see full cast list. I just hope they bring another Ice age out

Future Release Update The legend of the oak won't be released til next year as Alton towers want me to have a meeting with their board and I need shots of the chained oak for the cover so til the book is released properly I can't post on here yet sorry guys I have a plans to finish off the untold story of rod and nicky and also planning on bringing back my old project strangers in the night in which I will email on to here.

Insomnia Ok well I know I am still awake 2:41am here in the UK and well I lay awake in bed with many thoughts going through my head tunes in my ears.....thoughts of past events running through my mind, then I wrote emails to my girlfriend to send to her when I wake up as part of a routine I have or myself in to.....I will admit I don't have much of a social #life the constant days sitting in my room alone thinking everything through sounds like a suicide note which this isn't I have sufferered with insomnia all the way through high school when it came to do final exams it just got worse.....now I can't get in to a pattern I am in a pattern with a routine but will ever manage to get over this problem who knows. People look at me and tell me that I look knackered gee I wonder why I have been an insomniac since 2004 my girlfriend says I should get in to a sleep routine hmmm I have been trying my love since 2004 with no success.