some messy thoughts... Some things we keep hidden. Some things we simply don't want anyone to know about. So we do our best to hide it, and maybe we do it so well that we forget about it ourselves. Maybe that's what we wanted to do in the first place. We like to loose ourselves in other things in order to forget about it, like love. We can read, see, hear about epic love stories and dream away about it. We think that it is the most important thing in the world - maybe it is? if you have a lot of doubt, worry or sadness in your #life - love is like your medicine and so, it's what we need to get healed. Everyone have their goals in #life after all - mine is to find love, make sure that everyone I care about is safe and happy and then try to make my #life as good as possible. So I will hide the thigs I want to keep hidden, after all - my secrets hurts no one else but me...

awesome sorry for giving to much personal information away, but it doesn't feel that great getting menstrual cramps before a french test...

Introduction to my novel I love to write novels, and I'm working on one right now - here's the intoduction (not finished or edited yet); I felt the fear ease when I landed on a branch while waiting for the rain to subside. A small squirrel sat in another tree and gnawed on a pinrcone. It looked presevering and not the least concerned by the enormous flock of crows that just had swept past the night sky. I tried to get some rest when I saw something almost luminous in the distance. It was a girl wearing a long, white, silk kimono that had got damp in the wet grass. In her hand she held a similar colored umbrella and I noticed that she was actually barefoot. The rain pattered against the umbrella, but she was still moving gracefully and gently. The squirrel threw the finished pinecone at the ground, so that it hitted a bare rock below. The girl flinched a little and looked at the pinecone. Her incredibly icy blue eyes were mezmerizing in the dark, and her blond hair looked like light, golden silk. She took a look one more time before she began to walk again. I was curious, the human inside me really wanted to follow her and see where she was going to go this night, maybe even ask her something just to hear what her voice would sound like. But my animal instincts stopped me, and told me that humans are dangerous. and though I fought against it, it still won.

somewhere out there Have it ever hit you that there's over 7 billion people on this planet? and that number is increasing with about 212,035 people every day? If you think that there's no one in this world that will ever love you, don't worry, I promise you that there is.

that's my guy Put your arms around me, and whisper in my ear; that you really love me and always want me near. something cute that just popped up in my head! ^^