... [selflessLove] Blindly I walk in open eyes , vulnerable . She thinks and ponders on who would want her . She stumbles .... All alone yet , heard are her moans. So open yet closed , trust issues I suppose . All she thinks about is love , no hope . Unstable is the label of every temporary relationship . Seldom a gf mostly a lil dip, perhaps because she is vulnerable , at night she suffers from insomnia , that the discomfort is pullin along. Yet she plays the role of being strong , how can she hold on for so long . Tender heart with deep eyes ... That gorgeous face feel many cries . Cry , something we despise , it's healthy is what we don't realize . God gave us these emotions to utilize ......... What you don't realize , the one thing that keeps me going , is making your heart smile . No matter what I feel For you I am here

No More mrs . Nice I officially belong to myself

Stages Hey youuu . Babe ? Baby .... I just wanna ... You' even make my words clumsy . I just wanna give you butterflies in your tummy

Dear Diary Sometimes I'd wonder what it feel like if I just allowed my heart itself to cry & as my eyes are dry . If I let my mind roam so far away I would actually be absent from #life one day . If I was loved as much as I desire to be. Would I feel ok. I should no longer wonder . I'm so confused I'm stressed Feel rather useless Another September , dreading December . Sadness always falls in fall I'm use to coping with it all but I'm getting tired inside . My soul feels troubled for senseless reasons . I'm not sure of anything , not even to believe in me .

I Know It's not only in the shower on in bed that I think and ponder upon the meaning of love. My mind is rather concerned or should I say consumed with the way it feels . I never know why anyone would allow love to be after the word real Right ? Love is real within itself , who decided that the realness of love needed help However Id feel extremely comfortable allowing the word professional to be placed in front of my love . Am I allowed to own my love ? I am mine first anyways . People are so deceived by the looks of love &lust now a days . Makes you really question , how you'd really spend your days . My love has the best flavor , because you have it now & later & forever , that's how love goes , right? My motives are pure & that's what makes my flavor so good .....we all have different taste buds . I'm not sure if I know how to be loved . How would I know ? How would I know how love go ?