Five. Do not care if you think I'm pathetic writing this, If you do. Don't tell me. Hi, my name is Lils, short for Lily. My #life is kinnda messed up, My dad left me and my mum when I was tiny, I've trusted no-one since. My mum is terribly ill. I don't think she can hang on much longer, she's in a hospital bed dying. I hope she's strong enough. I should tell you where I'm staying really..that's the best part. I'm staying at one of mums close friends house; Jay Tomlinson, She has five children, Lottie, fizzy, daisy and phoebe. Dais and Feebs are twins At 8. Fizz is 12, and Lottie 14. We're all like sisters I've been with them so long. Oh she has one more child. Louis Tomlinson. My best friend, same age as me 18. There for me when I'm down. He just brightens my day. He's why I'm telling you this. The young boy from Doncaster. I sat up in my bed tired and annoyed. As I looked around to see what woke me up, I found it. Lottie's phone. Her boyfriend was calling again. "LOTTIE!" "WHAT? Oh. Sorry Lil." "Wheres my phone?" "right over here. It woke me up seriously?" "oh and its Ben." "okay, thanks Lil!" "WAIT WOAHH!" "oh look you found the floor." "not funny." As you can tell I share a room with Lottie. She's like a sister to me. I don't like her boyfriend though he's a bit of a prick. Stupid boys. They never listen. "OH Lils! Lou is coming back today remember." she winked at me as she walked out the room and answered the phone. Lou and his friends Niall, Harry, Zayn and Liam are in a band called One Direction I bet you've heared of them. The boys are so close sometimes I even think their all secret lovers for eachother I'm sure of it. She's always known I've liked him, well everyone has. our familys have known eachother since me and Lou were babys. I walked down the stairs into the kitchen and sat on a stool by the table. Dais and Feebs stairing at me as I scooped up a spoon of special K. "LOUS COMING HOME!" they both said as they jumped onto the kitchen table. "I KNOW I KNOW!" "well ain't you exited?" "sure I am Dais, it's just that.." "what?, what is it?" "NOTHING!..just nothing". Dais looked startled, maybe even scared. Fizz walked into the kitchen with her friend Charity, "Morning everyone!" her voice echoed through house, filled with silence from the awkward moment me and Daisy just had. "what's up guys?" no-one said anything. "jeez, what's wrong with you?" Charity asked. "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?. Well here it is!; I'm fed up with not being good enough for anyone! No-one! I have no friends my mums dying! I'm just sick of it, plus I miss Lou! Why don't you just leave me alone." they staired at me blankly. I dashed out of the room breaking down. "just stay out of it Charity". Phoebe said, as the twins departed together hand in hand, following me down the hall. In the car going to the airport, the car just silent. Jay driving, me in the passenger seat, Fizz, Lottie and ew, Charity, in the middle of the car. a chill shivers down my spine when I hear her name something's just not right about that girl Charity. Meanwhile Dais and Feebs in the back chatting away about what pranks they'll play on Lou when he comes back. As we arrive at the airport fans wait for him crowded around the airport. We enter the airport walk to the gate and wait. Soon as the clock approaches twelve, down the airport I see this blond haired boy its Niall laughing his head off. Soon joined laughing by Liam. Haz and Zayn not long behind them. Then all I can see is Lou. "LILS!" he cries as he runs over to me.
