Chapter-5 Niall's Pov. Remembering that day made me cringe a little knowing the fact that she lied to me. Then I noticed that we were at the hospital. I looked down at my feet scared of what's going to happen to her. "She'll be ok Niall." Liam said. I nodded. "Niall I have a question for you." "Yeah?" "Do you truly love Katie?" What the fuck? He should know better than to ask that. "Yes." I said under my breath. He just looks at me as Harry parks the car. I quickly get out and run into the hospital entrance. "What room is Katelynn Payne in?" I ask the woman behind the desk. "4110." "Thanks." I said running at least a mile to the elevators. "Niall wait!" Harry yelled. I stopped right in front of the elevators and turned to look and see what he wanted. "Hold the elevator!" Louis yelled. All four of them finally catch up and get in the elevator. I push the number '4'. They're all out of breath because of the run from the entrance. On the way up it was complete silence no one knew what to say. Especially Liam and I. We shared a couple of glances, he looked like he was going to kill me. That doesn't shock me. I couldn't help his sister when she needed it, but neither did he. At least I knew what was going on. We finally made it up to the fourth floor and went to the room '4110' and surprisingly Katelynn looked calm for once. We settled into the room, almost waking her up. *********************************** Katelynn's Pov I saw bright light, then noticed I've been asleep for a long time. I looked around once the light cleared and saw the boys and Natalie. "N-Natalie?" I stuttered. "Katie your up!" "Don't yell it hurts my head." "Sorry." She said as she came over and hugged my useless body. I looked over towards Niall who didn't make eye contact with me. His jaw tensed up then relaxed, and repeated that. Was he mad at me? Was he mad at one of the boys, Natalie? "Guys, can you leave so I can talk to Niall?" I asked looking around at everyone, then Niall looked right at me. They nodded then left. I watched Niall walk over to the seat closet to me. "Why did you do it?" He asked in a soft tone. "Why did I do what?" I questioned. "Don't play stupid Katie you know what I mean." He pointed towards my wrist. I pulled up my sleeve and saw two new scars, one was lightly placed, the other deeply inserted. Tears filled my eyes realizing I broke a promise. "I'm sorry." I said, throat dry. "Katie you promised me." He said. "I-I know." "Then why did you do it?" "Austin." We let the name linger around the room. Then he looked at me. I faintly smiled, he did the same. I sat upright in the hospital bed looking at him. He looked at me, then looked down at the floor rubbing the back of his neck. "I could've done something." He muttered. "Don't blame yourself, Niall. It was my choice to do what I did." I stated. "I know, but still I could've done something." I just looked at him. I couldn't let him blame himself for something he didn't do. He looked at me, then stood up and walked over to me. Slowly he leaned down placing a soft, delicate kiss on my lips. I was a little shocked, but I went along with it. Our lips moved in sync then I broke away. He smiled at me, and I smiled back. Not a fake smile, but a meaningful one
Chapter-4 ***WARNING KATELYNN CUTS IN SOME PARTS*** When we got home from Pizza Hut, I told Liam I was going to go to take a shower then go to sleep. He said ok. When I finished in the shower and put a pair of shorts and a long sleeve t-shirt on, I looked at myself in the mirror. I felt around my stomach, my overly sized stomach. It was bigger than before. I mean I didn't think I was that big. I just felt even more sick. How could I let myself give in? I heard my phone vibrate, which distracted me. 'Austin: Why are you ignoring me?' 'Me: Bcuz your a douche now stop.' I was curled up in a ball, on my bed, crying my eyes out. Why would he do this? 'Austin: At least I'm not a wuss. Or a fat whore unlike you.' I'm done. Im. Fucking. Done. I threw my phone against the wall. I don't care anymore. Looking under my pillow I find my blade. My blade. My precious, delicate, and sharp friend, named blade. I rolled up my sleeve so my wrist could meet my friend once again. Pressing the blade against my skin, I felt relief as soon as the blood came out. It has never felt this good. The sense of relief calms me, tempts me to do more. That is until Niall and Liam barged into my room yelling at me to stop. But I couldn't. I cut once more, deeper this time. "Katie stop it now!" Niall yelled, taking my blade away. I screamed at him, wanting him to give it back, but he refused. I yelled at Liam and Niall once more. They refused to give it back. So I stood up and then the last thing I saw was Niall grabbing my arms. Then I blacked out. ************************************************************************ Niall's Pov "Katie stop it now!" I yelled taking the blade from her. How could she do this? She screamed at me to give it back, but I refused. Which pissed her off a bit. She stood up, dizzy, and screamed at the top of her lungs. I grabbed her arms as she started to topple over sideways. She looked at me terrified. Then she blacked out. "Liam, what do we do?" I asked him as he stared at his sister. "I'll call Natalie." Liam said firmly. "Ok." I looked at Katelynn's small pale figure. She was so tiny it's not even funny. It's actually pretty sad how skinny she is. She used to eat everything in sight when we were both little. Now she barely eats anything. I laid her small, fragile body back on her bed as Natalie, Katelynn and Liam's oldest sister, came into the room looking at me. She looked angry but sad at the same time. "Niall leave." Natalie said. "No." I said. "Yes Niall. Liam and the boys are leaving to meet me at the hospital. Please Niall do it for Katelynn." She said. "Fine." I said. I ran downstairs, wondering why she broke our promise. **FLASHBACK: *when the boys were 14 and Katie was 13* I looked over at Katie noticing something on her arm. More like lines, maybe even scars for all I know. "Katie come with me." I said out of the blue. Katie looked at me a little scared, then stood up and followed me upstairs. I opened up her bedroom door, and once we both were in the room I slammed the door shut. Katie flinched at the noise. I walked towards her, pining her against the bed. "Niall!" She screamed. I grabbed the arm where I saw her scars. "What are these?" I demanded looking at her. "C-cat scratches." She stuttered. "You don't even have a cat." "Niall please." "Katelynn tell me the truth." "Fine. I cut myself." "Katie-" "You don't even care." "I do care Katie." "Bullshit." I looked at her, I could tell she was about to cry. "Katie, please don't cry." I said sympathetically. She wiped her eyes and sat back up giving me a hug. Her head rested in the nape of my neck. I could feel a couple of tears on my neck. Followed by small sobs. "Katie," I said in a soft soothing voice," is there anything else you need to tell me." I heard a soft muffled 'No.' come from her. She finally looked at me, her hands around my neck, my hands on her waist. We both leaned in, not knowing what to do I shut my eyes. Then I felt her lips against mine, moving perfectly in sync. Something sparked between us. I felt it, but as soon as I felt the spark it faded away. "You promise?" I whispered. She nodded and looked at me again. We both leaned in knowing what we both wanted this time. As we kissed it got longer, and better. Then all of a sudden she was ,on top of me. We were still kissing. Then we stopped. Things were moving quickly, but we both enjoyed it. And as if I actually knew what I was doing, I grabbed the waistband of her shorts. "Stop." She whispered grabbing my hand. I nodded, letting her get up. Then I got up. She looked at me then smiled. Her smile is the cutest one I know of. As we stood face to face, she interlocked her fingers with mine. Then she laid her head on my shoulder, and started to sway. "That stays between us." She whispered. "Ok." I whispered back. ************************************************************************
Chapter-3 Katelynn's Pov "Red flag, Austin." I said breaking away from our passionate kiss. He left his hands on my sides, breathing heavily onto my neck. His hot breath gave me the chills. "You scared?" He asked laughing a little. "No." I said pushing him up off of me. "Seem like it." He said smirking. "I'm not scared." I said, giving him a tempting kiss. "Don't tease Katie." He whispered. Lips trailing up my neck giving me goosebumps. He picked me up, kissing me, turning in circles. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss. I could hear him chuckle a little. He finally broke away, breathless. "Round Two?" He seductively whispered. "No Austin." I said playfully slapping his chest. "Please?" He pleaded. "No." I said. "Katie please its been a long time." He whispered. God might as well. "Fine." I said. He started to passionately kiss me. His lips moving in time against mine. My hands moved through his hair, tugging little pieces. He finally let out a throaty moan. Which I thought was sexy. My phone started to vibrate on the car. "Austin wait." I said pulling away. I looked at my phone, it was my dad. I signaled Austin to shut up. "Hey dad." I said, nervously. "Where are you?" My dad said quickly. "At Austin's helping him with his homework." "Go home now" "Why?" "Just do it Katie. Please." "No." "Now Katie." "No." Is all I said before hanging up. "What that bastard want?" Austin asked. "Don't call him that Austin." I said. "Why can't I?" "Because you should respect my father." "Looks who's a little cranky." I rolled my eyes at him and grabbed my purse. "I'm not cranky smart ass." I murmured. "What was that?" He asked grabbing my wrist. "I said I'm not cranky. Now let go." "I'm not letting go until you say sorry." He said as his grip around my wrist got tighter. "Austin your hurting me." I stated. He grabbed my neck and pushed me against the hood of the car. "A-Austin your hurting m-me." I said out of breath. "I don't care." He said coldly. Tears streaming down my face, I couldn't breathe. I tried punching him, but it was impossible. Trying to reach my phone, I figured that I should probably call someone. My first option was Liam. I ended up calling him and whether he answered or not he would get a message that I was in trouble. I started to scream. Austin just covered my mouth, but he stopped trying after I bit him. He finally started to get tired, so I tried to leave. He just shoved me back onto the hood every time. "Let me go." I said in a raspy voice. He didn't answer me. All he did was put a knife to my cheek and mouthed 'shut up'. He started to dig the knife into my left cheek. God damn that child. "Leave now Katie." He said pointing towards the garage door. I grabbed my purse, phone, and then ran. Ran like there was no tomorrow. ************************************************************************ A/N: HOLY SHIT A KATELYNN FLASHBACK!!! (: Badass huh?
Chapter-2 Katelynn's Pov We finally pulled up to Pizza Hut and parked. On the way here we sang Thift shop by macklemore. It's a good song and bad at the same time. We truly didn't care. "Stay by me ok?" Niall said out of the blue. I nodded yes and followed him out side of the car. I reached for his hand as I noticed the crowd surrounding the entrance. Just because they are biggest boy band in this town. Wow. Niall started walking quicker towards the entrance along with the other boys. He made sure I could keep up. We finally made it inside and sat down. "What are we getting?" Niall asked. "Nachos." I said sarcastically. He laughed a little and so did I. We probably sounded like two drunk chipmunks. "I think I'm going to get a slice or two of the Hawaiian pizza." Louis said. "Me too." Liam said. "Sí." Zayn said. "I guess I'll get that." Harry said. "I want-" Niall started to say as Liam answered. "One of everything we know." I laughed as Niall looked kinda embarrassed. "What are you going to get?" Niall asked me. "Nothing." I said so only he could hear. "You have to get something." He protested quietly. "Fine." I said giving up," I'll get what they're getting." He nodded in approval as the waiter came and took our orders. After she left they talked about stuff. Music related, of all things. {A/N: don't get all perverted on me(;} I just looked out the window and watch the snow fall. The I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out of my pocket to see who it is. 'Nat: Where are you and Liam?' 'Me: At pizza hut with the boys why?' I replied and continued looking out the window. I could feel a pair of eyes burning on my skin. I knew they belonged to Niall's. I turned around, and what a shocker it was him. "You ok?" He asked. I just nodded. I wanted to go home, to tell you the truth. That sounds kinda wimpy I know. "You sure?" He asked again. "Yes Niall I'm fine." I said a little to harsh. Thankfully the waitress came back out with our orders. As usual I refused to eat it. "Katelynn you better eat." Niall said. I took a bite then looked at him. He nodded then looked the other way. I quickly spit the pizza out of my mouth and onto the floor. I continued to look out the window, concentrating on the snowflakes that continued to fall on the window. ************************************************************************ A/N: I guess we're finding out more about Katelynn huh? Niall's falling for her, don't ya think? Also this is from MY Wattpad which is @kayleehorannnn