“Only once in your #life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.” - Bob Marley
The Person I Feared To Be I look back at my entries three years ago, and read inspirational and hopeful messages for the desperate that I wrote before. And now, having encountered them again, I find these entries as the answers to my questions in #life. Isn't it quite funny how things could easily change, especially when you become the person you never thought you would be?
Smile Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it’s breaking When there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by If you smile through your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You’ll see the sun come shining through for you Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That’s the time you must keep on trying Smile what’s the use of crying You’ll find that #life is still worthwhile If you’ll just Smile -Charlie Chaplin
At Second Sight I tell myself I'm alright. I convince myself that I forgot about you. And as each day pass, I thought my heart had healed. But on that same day, after 2 years, I see you again, at the exact same place. Memories rushed back and brought me to be the person I was 2 years ago. I felt like I was in a trance, where everything and everyone moved slowly, and all I saw was you. I told myself not to look deep into your eyes because I might fall for you again. But even though I tried to close my eyes, but my memories with you were that strong that it once again broke me into pieces that I had to pick up by myself. I then realize that I still loved you, and haven't moved on. So learn to be true to yourself. At the very least, learn not to drown in your own lies. Because it would be harder believing in something that doesn't exist at all.