Because Opuss has said it misses me. But, it, is wrong. Very few things or people 'miss' me. I 'missed' the boat of #life, so I'm waiting for the final journey across, with the ferryman. I doubt I'll 'miss' that one, will I?

My Word! Oh , I have people following me! Ohhhhhh!! Best I get the finger out ... Thank you all for following, I don't know if it's that you all want a update on the whole engagement thing , or my writing.. Let me know..

What Reality Of A Crap #life Is I had given up Hope, love and #life hadn't really worked for me. The woman my I've waited for my WHOLE #life re-enters my #life, flies herself across the world, to profess undying Love, and dedication, and ASKS ME TO MARRY HER!! Was I HAPPY? YA FRIGGIN BET!! So, what go you think happens, after we tell everyone? And set dates etc, Well? After flying home, she Cancels everything. NOW What should I do?

Still c-cking It Up My word, it's just not improving out there!!! Sitting in a van all night in the dark, dirty and tired, and I can't see the meteor shower either! Too much light. #life, is stagnating into putrid pools of missed opportunities and unobtainable dreams. Drowning in it, looks like the result. But, Karma states we reap as we have sown. My sowing has been abysmal.

Windy!!!! It's WINDY in the Uk-London It's like being in Cape Town! Yes, it's 'inconvenient' but it still has that sensation of 'clearing the air' and I always imagine its the Earth Clearing out the old stagnant bits!!