Everything happens for a reason

I don't know what to believe. I didn't think you would deceive. I can't believe the mind, I gotta with the heart before I get tore apart. The hurt begins to build with a shooting pain a gain through time, I get that sign that everything's gonna start ending so I got to stop pretending that everything's fine.

Just sitting around the house to get things off my mind but I feel like I'm running out of time, give me a dime to throw in the wishing well, you better wish me well. Things getting crazy, but crazy amazes me.

Wake everything is blurry, I'm in a hurry, gotta get out of here, gotta leave, just gotta believe, take what you have don't let it go, because it might not come back it just might attack, with no fear I'm still here breathing, retrieving the message that I need a new start a new beginning, it's for the best, maybe then I'll smile for a while and not fake it I will take it and keep it and repeat it, it will stay for at least one day, never no I might not want to let it go, but it will show, I'll leave with no regrets or threats, I'll be happy once I get #life straight and start with a new plate

I live my #life the way I want to, yeah yeah that's how I do, no one has controll ova me, imma monster now try to control that, yeah that's what I thought, you can't get this I'm full of bliss, you gotta get the gps to find me cause I'm free, no one has control ova me unless you get the army, I'm so real i don't gotta steal, I get everything for free yeah that how it be, now you see how it got to be, yeah you is less than my sallery you just a day pay, you see what I say, that how it is yo now you gotta go, coulda woulda shoulda you lost now it's a cost, but you poor so yeah I got a score now you say imma playa but I'm just a gold digga, yeah I got talent it's in my blood ya know from the hood what I call my home yeah it's my thrown