You kissed my lips With every breathe I took I breathed you in It felt so good. Until you left me You left me numb No feeling at all So now I drink Do things I shouldn't Just to forget about you You thought I was overreacting You assumed. You hurt me And yet you don't know Why Why I cry myself to sleep Every night You have no idea What hell you put me through I wish I could forget And never forgive But if I did that I would make a joke A joke of myself like you do to yourself I can't handle this I'm falling Falling hard For you again Why am I so confused Why do I still want you? For what you did to me I should never forgive you But I did. I made a mistake That I can never take back All well I'll just have to live with it Even if it does kill me.

Short Story's Rule I wanted to say something about myself.. I was abused when I was little and I am still having trouble with forgetting about it. It's really hard, I feel like I couldn't even get over it until i meet Alex! He helps me through a lot of stuff. I don't know what I would do without him.