To Be-lieve Or Not To Be-lieve Having trust issues is a bummer, especially when you know the person isn't lying to you but you still feel like they are. I need to learn that not everyone is out to fuck me over. Ive been lied to so many times in the past it's almost impossible for me to change the way I feel, but I'm going to try.

So Far So Hood I guess all that over thinking was completely useless, and for once, that's a good thing. Becoming a better person every day and now I'm focused on someone else's #life other then my own. Stand by, I'll update this situation soon.

James Trust-Worthy It's practically impossible for me to trust anyone. She's building a strong case to change that. But, it's when I feel that I can trust someone that I start to distance myself. Letting someone in isn't something I'm good at. It's definitely affected previous relationships. With that said, she's the most incredible person ive ever met and if I lower this wall, I'm opening myself up to a letdown, again. Shit.

Here Comes Treble Having a voice can be a #life changing thing, if used right. It can also get you into trouble, when used wrong. Now a days, it seems more people want to talk behind your back rather then express themselves to your face. No one speaks on my behalf. If you "heard" that I said something, come to me, don't just assume I said it. Dont disguise your opinions as mine. Its time to grow up and stop this "he-said she-said bullshit".

Unfamiliar Territory I have to learn to stop over thinking things. Sometimes I let my thoughts stress me out so bad that I make bad decisions. The urge to control what can't be controlled is to dangerous and I'm beginning to understand that I need to just let things flow. Here goes nothing...