Scream Scream for me, I like that. in your nightmares I'm lurking, waiting, watching I feel your fear building, you know I'm there, yet you can't see me only feel my presence, In the shadows, the dark corners of your mind. I can hear your heartbeat quicken, you look around not knowing which way to run because you don't know where I am. " I'm behind you" I whisper in your ear. You turn but cannot see me. You open your mouth to scream only no sound comes out, the silent scream of terror. The shadows lengthen, your Walls start closing in Thrashing about in your panic you awaken drenched in sweat trying to see into the dark corners you realise it's a dream. Or is it I'm still watching

Tomorrow I'm not enjoying today I hated yesterday Tomorrow is my friend

The Window I sit looking through the window, this pane of glass that separates me from the passers by, I watch them, their lives so different to mine so busy so focused, they don't see me, they don't know I'm here, I don't exist. Then I see her, the reason I watch she's talking on her phone, laughing, she looks so happy so alive so perfect, her long dark hair blowing in the wind, she turns her head towards me and sees me looking at her, time stands still, my heart skips, my stomach flips she's looking straight at me, I jump back from the window. Why did I do that, for so long now I've been willing her to notice me, and when she does I recoil. I slowly inch my way back to the window. She's gone....