Act It hurts to see you right now Acting like everything is alright With that charming smile of yours Somewhat saying your okay But you know I wasn't fooled Reflected in your eyes are desperation And tears which were unshed I want to come closer To give you a hug Coz dear your breaking my heart When you act to be brave Even though you're not And when you say fine When I know you're already crumpling inside

People Pleaser I sat there watching you Placed that upward curve on your lips Trying to dazzle everyone With that beautiful smile of yours I see that you are constantly nodding Saying 'yes' to them again Letting them bossed to around Like you owe them anything I wonder how long will you last To keep on pretending this act I hope to see you change Just for my own self entertainment Coz as much as I want to help It's actually your choice Whether to be like their loyal dog Or be the person you are But for now, I'm just here to watch To see you struggle with this act Although all I really wanted Is for you to stand up with your head up

What Happened? You asked why? I answered. You wondered but never asked the right questions So my reply was brief and concise. You're mad cause I didn't explain I did, but you didn't listen You spoke and I listen But when my time to talk is up you walk away It's my fault again, right? It's always been like that Because we all know you're perfect While I have so much flaws Now I wonder, how did we last this long? When from the start we're already like this But no use thinking about that right? Coz I know now its over...

Done Every waking hour, I feel weary The thought of doing this again and again It's not that I don't like it The cramming just makes me go insane In every competition I pray for our victory But when success is within our reach The devil in me prays for defeat For after the triumph comes another agony The sleepless wont be over In fact it would start all over again My education left in hold Just like the rest of my world It's tiresome to be like this Not even fame can pay for it No amount of money would be enough Just for the sleepless nights I had I hope it's done - its over So I could continue with my #life I'm done with these and all this crap Not you nor anyone can change that

Stealing Glances I looked at everything else except you Not that I'm afraid of being noticed But I'm afraid of myself falling Deeper than I could no longer bear it. I looked at you then looked away Trying to convince others that I'm not looking But obviously I've been caught staring And that I couldn't go on denying If you only knew how I felt The overflowing feeling of embarrassment I wish that I could just disappear Cause I can't bear the thought of you knowing