Addiction We sit in silence , the awkwardness is there but neither one of us wants to bring it up. Your addiction still lingers I feel it in my gut. Although there is not much evidence there is enough. You won't seek help, I think you think you can do it alone, but it's proven you don't have enough control. This evil you try to hide will tear us apart , I tell you this but you don't seem that alarmed. I love you but I feel so alone. I try to put up walls to help you, but this addiction will push you to go around them for sure. You know the things you do hurts me so, but it's still not enough for you to let it go. You want me to trust you, and just fall into like once before, but until this addiction is cured I'm sorry I will just have to say no. It's sad this predicament we find ourself in, I wish I could help you , cause I just don't see an END........

Thoughts I wish I woul have known you sooner. I wish I would have met you earlier. It hurts to think about the what haves, and what it could have been like. I wish we had met first in the beginning , to have had past, present and future and more memories. But you always say there was a reason we didn't meet then and why we are today. So as I focus on our wonderful #life we have together and make our past , present and future. I will try not to reflect on all that I missed not knowing you sooner . And not meeting earlier. Love you , Wife

He Is 14 Summer I see him a whole week at a time. My days then are great and complete. Fall and Winter My heart has to send him back to just every other weekend. I wish I could keep him here during all seasons like the others. I wonder if my son knows how much his mother truly loves and misses him. Because I truly DO!!