Prologue I sat there and took it all in, the madness washed around me & tried to pull me in, the sure s were deafening & repetitive, wheels scraped and rattled along the floor, bearing the shrieking body of another unfortunate soul. The eyes of a child caught mine, she stated willingly at me, and her eyes bared no sadness only confusion, her golden curls hanging innocently nestled her small angelic face, she wore a floral dress with laced frills around the hem, innocence ran casually through her but the threats of dread were too harsh to stop from whipping at her concealed aura. "our fault.." the whispers grabbed my attention and pulled me away from my gaze, Nova rocked back and forth, her hands entwined with the hair tucked behind her ears, her eyes were forced shut, fresh tears running from her eyes & dripping from her chin, hitting the ground, each one like a thump in my chest, each drop us an unrepeatable step taken from him.

Game Over "Please" she cried. "I'm begging you" my heart swooned, I couldn't do it, I couldn't fall for it. "Don't do this" she whispered. I couldn't take it, her cries echoing around my mind, my eyes now full of tears opened and glared at her, "stop!" I told her, I covered my ears and dropped to the floor "STOP!" I roared. We sat opposite, both year swept, both empty, both heartbroken, both staring into each other eyes knowing it was inevitable, it had to be one of us. I felt deeply for her as she mimed "please" one more time through her tears and Bowed her head. "fine" Broke free from my mouth with a hostile, bitter taste, I knew one of us had to go so...here goes. I thrust the knife into my chest, the pain shot through me and my eyes slammed shut, I hunched forward on my knees & I forced open my eyes to see her reaction, her shock, her gratitude. She sat there looking me in the eyes, her tears has dried & so had her painfully audible cries for help. She smiles a crooked smile that's was sick and twisted. Evil. A yell ripples through me and my mouth dripped with blood, the room darkened as I looked up I saw her she raises from her knees and smiled, whispered two words and was gone. The words echoed around my head and as the room filled with blackness, the pain became numbing, I look across from me. There I am. Lying on the floor, blade in chest, blood soaked clothes still oozing, mumbling her words almost silently to my reflection in the mirror. "Game over..."

Tuesday I lay my head on my tears & count the number of years I'll hold onto your words, piercing and shallow they echo around beating loudly as my heart touches the ground, my eyes freeze open unable to sleep, it's my biggest nightmare to feel a dream, with my mind only obtaining this memory I've slowly become my own worst enemy

? Do you hear the crunch as you step over my body the click the snap the break? Do you feel the heat as my blood boils under my skin at your lies and sin?

Today Point your gun and aim your best while the blood pumps out from my empty chest