The Escape What can you do When you can't escape When you can't get away Away from all the pain Away from all the hurt Where do you go Who do you turn to What can you do When the voices on your he's wont shut up Won't leave you alone Alone to hear the quite Alone to feel the pain The pain o having no one there No one to go to No one to turn to What can you do When all your emotions are running wild To wild to tame To free to be caged in In this cruel world in which we try to escape Escape from our fears Escape from ourselves

The Power Of Words "I would rather someone hurt me physically then mentally because the pain of someone hitting you can fade, but the scare that words leave can last a #lifetime" -Me

After All This Time After all this time I still don't understand I don't understand how How I could still get nervous Nervous to talk to you To see how you're doing To know what's going on Still after all this time My stomach still knots up It aches when ever I talk to you Whenever I see your face Whenever I hear your voice Still after all this time How is it That I still care about you?

A Dream I'm on the edge of a cliff Standing there Not knowing what to do, Should I jump? Should I yell? Should I just sit there and take in the view? What should I do? I could just walk away? Away from the temptation to jump Away from the beauty of the world Back to my lonely nights Back to the darkness of my #life Holding everything inside Holding everything till it's too late Till I end up exploding I'm still there on the edge of the cliff Contemplating all of this When a breeze comes by and decides for me I was falling And my stomach was in my through Then I leaded forward in my bed It was just a dream But why did it feel so real?

Why? You were the one I ran to, You were the one I told everything to, You were the one person who I trusted. So tell me this, Why? Why did you have to run your mouth? Why did you have to tell somebody? Hy did you have to betray me? Why? Why couldn't you have keep that between us? Why couldn't you believe me? Why couldn't you just trust me? Why? Why did I call you my best friend? Why did I let this go on for so long? Why did I keep telling you my problems? Why? Why couldn't I have seen that you haven't changed? Why couldn't I have seen the pattern? Why couldn't I have stopped this earlier?