Let's Play Thank you You gave me all I wanted You raised me above them all Treated me like no other Made me feel...invincible Well, no one told me Invincibility wares off No one told me The very person who cared for you, Could hurt you so bad too No one told me Love was a lie A game He used to play fair Obeyed rules Let win But then The game became more intense He started cheating Gaining a poker face I could not read The more bruises appeared The more feelings I hid The more he laid a violent hand on me The more he shoved me into walls The more blinded I was Soon I saw I wasn't playing this game With him anymore He was playing me I was the pawn He controlled which way I went That's all I am A game piece He played me for a fool And I let him Well Now IM turning the tables It's MY turn So sit down Shut up And listen I'm not the pawn I'm the player Now let's play

Dead And Gone It doesn't matter I see through your mask Don't pretend Cut the act Cause you don't understand I can't do this no more This game you call #life Happiness is a chore It's just too much I can't hold on It's really not worth it The whole things a con So don't expect me to stay I've been here too long So goodbye and forget Cause I'm already done Leave while you can Before you get hurt too You'll regret knowing me Your love for me isn't true My passionate side It was set free It's no longer existent Beaten out of me It's all my fault Don't tell me it's not I get what I deserve I can't handle the shot So don't expect me to stay I've been here too long So goodbye and forget Cause I'm already dead and gone

Freak Show You think what you see Is dangerous But think about what can't be seen By the eye The unseen inside a person What you see When you look at me A girl Simple Now if you look beneath the skin It'll drive you away evidence? Look at my god damn body My arm My wrist My hips My stomach My neck.... When you see me holding My necklace too tight You know my scary intentions I'm a violent freak Chained to a wall To be stared at Taunted "Now step right up The freak show is about to begin.. Hold on There's been a sad change of plans I'm sorry The freak show has been Canceled Due to the death Of the star performer...

Self Destruction Don't ask me about my scars Don't ask what I 'wrote' On my arm Don't ask me about the marks On my face That my way Of telling myself, it will be alright My way Might be different from yours But my causes are too Don't go down the same road I did This road is stained with blood Paved with broken glass And shined with no light At the end of my road There's a little button Reading, "Self Destruct" My hand is already on it Just give me a little push Come on Do it "Will self destruct in 3...2...1..." Bye

Wait... I've spent my #life waiting That's all I do...is wait And people keep expecting me... To wait They don't know How hard that is for me How agonizing it is This 'light' at the end of the tunnel Is what I was told to wait for Everyone says this light Of hope has been covered up Out of my line of sight What people don't know, I'm not blind The light, it's not there Yea, it was burnt out at a young age The pain is astonishing Waiting It's even harder When I scream that to you But you don't listen My mouth is taped And hands tied I scream but you try not to hear me You choose To cover your ears You tell me to wait, Then walk away To leave me Thanks Well this light is broken This tunnel is caving in And still all you do Is look me in the teary eyes See that I'm on the verge Of ending it And all you say is "Wait" Well it's my turn to speak through the tape "No