To my Crush. Idk why youbare ven my crush. But for some reason I feel like things can work out. Yes youll be in San Diego and i'll be here bug before i even become a girl and start thinking about what i want us to be i have to make my intentions clear. Although id prefer if you made the first move.

12.18.13 I still believe in "us" I'm so pathetic.

12.10.13 Please, just stay away from me. If it's not clear that I don't want anything to do with you then let me make it clear. STAY AWAY.

12.4.13 I'm working on forgetting you. My heart won't let me though. I see you happy. And it kills me. But I'll put on a smile. And pretend like I'm okay. Until I believe it.

11.29.13 I'm just a girl who fell in love with the wrong guy. He lured me in with kind words and careful actions. I tried to resist it, falling in love that is, because I knew that one day I'd regret it. I was right. I let my guard down and fell hopelessly in love with him and now in less then a day I see I've been replaced by another only a couple days before the day that would've been our one year anniversary. I was left heartbroken. I'll get through it though because I'm strong and smart enough to know I deserve better than that.