We Walked! You were here one day, you held my hand, We walked and talked, you smiled, i laughed. We existed in the world, just us two. I was safe, because of you. Its different now, now your gone. Now its just me, me and my mind. All i have are memories of us, So when i walk and when i smile. You still hold my hand, still make smile. Just now your not here i keep you in my mind❤️

Trying I try, I really do. I try, to be there for others. I try, to smile tho I'm sad and hurt. I try, to fix what's broken or damaged. I try, to hold it together when no on else can. I try, to say it will be ok no matter what. I try, to be me. I try and I try. But the truth is, no one wants or needs the real me. They try, to pretend I'm fine, they try to like me. They try, to be there for me, to understand me. They try just like I try,but we try in vain

A Smile A smile can mean a million things, amazing how much joy it brings. But like a smile a tear can too, so much sadness a broken you. All these feelings come and go, just like from sunshine then to snow, So #life is always twisting and turning at the speed of lightening, It can be intimidating, almost frightening. Take your #life one day at a time, and try to remember always smile. In a heartbeat it can all go away,but keep that smile and make it stay.

Go Away To all the pain I feel inside, to all the secrets I must hide. For all those times you did not care, and all the times it was not fair! My mind is now both bruised and broken, from terrible words that were spoken. Karma will call to your door one day, to all my foes just go away!

It Hurts. The name calling, the hair pulling, the loneliness , it hurts. Leaving me alone to watch you all play, it hurts. I look in the mirror and all that I see, is a desperate young school girl Staring back at me. I wanted to help her I desperately tried, but the damage was done she was buried alive. Her heart it was broken her confidence battered, but looking for help was all that mattered. She'd crawl into bed, tears streaming down,desperate smile but only could frown. You could have helped her, you could have cared, instead you just watched while she grappled for air. Now she is quiet, now she is still, now she has taken her final pill. All that she wanted, all it was worth, was a broken down school girl, still it hurts.