MyTimeIsMyTime... My time is my time, nobody else's. You know, sometimes I feel like I'm left in the dark about some things, but then again maybe it's for the best. I don't want to feel like everyone is talking about me behind my back or anything, but that's better than knowing what people say, right? Like, for example, I LOVE to sing, and some people don't like that, but I can't help it sometimes, and that's their problem, but if they don't like it, don't be all horrible and b***hey, and up in your face about it, like ' ugh you can't sing ( when you really can)! Will you just shut up??!!!' and then the next day are all ' hey bestie. How are you?' like nothing happened. How would you feel if that happened to you? And then mimicking accents like the people in my class do. It's horrible. Somedays i just feel like hiding away in a hole and never coming out.... At least it's nearly Christmas break, and I can get away from school for a while.

#life As Me You know, sometimes it's hard, having to be on the outside, sometimes, you have to be your own best friend, but for some people you have friends on the outside, just waiting there patiently with you, hoping that one day someone will notice you and feel sorry that they haven't done anything to make you feel more welcome on the inside. Well, I gave up on that hope a long time ago, let me tell you that! Times just get too rough sitting there waiting patiently, and one day you just Run out of patience. You need to step up to the plate. Give it some uumph. Make it personal. If they won't let you in, barge in. That's what I say. If you say differently, then rethink yourself. Be who you wanna be, not the person someone made you be, even it that means losing some friends, because what are friends without a real person to be that friend?