Rebel Inside You The rebel inside you has woken up again. She travels through your veins nourishing your system with a dosage of excitement and soothing goodness. Nothing matters except you, your pain becomes visible but laughingly harmless. The grudges & regrets creep their way in but your crush their rotten skulls with a cross in the middle filled with lies to million tiny pieces with one bash. You have become immune to the outside world. You look at the other people shallow actions, routines and worries. Your tell yourself- So what? I don't give a damn shit about anything that does not agree with me. I continue to live this #life my way fully accepting it without time consuming wishful curse full time thinking. I'm grateful for what I have and I embrace it. Whatever is meant to be it will be.

Heartache There is nothing worse than to comprehend the betrayal of someone whom you trusted the most. Especially if you regarded that person to be your 'soulmate’. You desperately justify their behaviour trying to explain it. You link it to their imperfections , flaws, problems or quirks. You don’t want to let go because you are scared of loosing them as human beings who brought light or happiness into your #life especially if your existence had been under a thick layer of misfortune for a long time. When you realise that you can’t continue being ‘in the picture’ because it’s too hurtful for you… you leave… but it feels like a part of you died… The closest creature with whom you’ve had the strongest and the most intense connection and who have motivated you to reach for more has gone forever. You feel the physical pain inside you, it feels like your heart is cut and about to burst, your head explode and your stomach tear apart. Your throat tightens and you want to scream and cry at the same time. You have a floating thought inside your head of dying here & now to soothe the unbearable pain. You feel so scared, saddened, hurt and lost like a dog which was thrown out of the car to be abandoned in the middle of nowhere. What does your ‘ soulmate’ do? Do they suffer like you do? Or go about with their lives like nothing has happened? If you truly love someome nothing else matters therefore it’s very easy to loose a sense of ‘self- worth’ and ‘self-care’ in the name of shared issues. Don’t be afraid to walk away if you have reached your limit and have understood the whole situation objectively. You have not been defeated, you’ve done your best out of your love, care and devotion. You’ve showed your ‘soulmate’ the real goodness that comes from love and that is a wonderful lesson for them which they may never understand. You protect your inner self by removing yourself from their #life and moving on. If you wish them good it shows how humble and pure your love has been and how strong you are as a person. Remember everything happens for a reason. You’ve learnt a lot from this journey same as your ‘soulmate’. The difference is that you are aware of your newly acquired knowledge and they may never be. Time heals wounds, you won’t forget it, it will sting but it will get better…. you will learn how to live with it. #life will enrich you with new experiences. You are amazing

Burnt Soul I’m the owner of burnt desires, lost wishes and dreams together with blurred vision which is caused by everything falling apart and dissapearing in a split of a second. I wish I could be the master of the universe. I would like to be in charge of my own fate because everything I touch turns into ashes.

Imagination Brilliant and ravishingly radiant in neon colours of the rainbow darkness chasing the soul of the lost warrior.

A Little Devil A Litte Devil came over to his Mama’s house crying out loud and said- ‘Mama, why other creatures dislike me? They don’t know me but are quick to judge me by my appearance. I’m tired of feeling isolated and hiding my real self! I have only one friend who loves me for who I am!!!’ Little Devil’s Mama rolled her eyes at him and calmly explained- ‘ One best real friend is better than dozens brainless froglettes. Your only friend loves you for who you are deep inside therefore your friendship will evolve and flourish- it’s a long term wonderful occurence, please, cherish it together! In the future, you may stumble upon another lost soul who feels the same and who shall join you & your best friend in this #lifetime adventure. Focus on the pisitivity and reject the negativity!’