Tia's Just A Lonely Girl Tia was born surrounded by rails, bars and metal she wasn't too sure what was going on but she was brought into the world where her mother hated her. Her mother tricked her father then quicker than a flash 9 months had been and she was popping a baby out with no father, so she wrote him a letter. Tias mother dint want her, she left her to cry, purposely put sugar on the teet of her bottle so when her teeth grew they would rot, left her in a dirty nappy whilst she shagged men in the other room. One afternoon Tia's father turned up with her nana the neibours were out telling Tia's father to take her because they can hear Tia crying all the time. Tia's mum came out the house shouting "take her, I don't want her, she's a bitch, I hate her!" So Tia's father took her with him. When Tia got to her fathers she wouldn't leave his side, followed him everywhere even to the toilet, till this day he doesn't no what Tia's mum did to her but he took care off her. As Tia grew up with her brother, dad and step mum, she grew closes to her step mum who she now forgot about her real mother and loved her new mum with all her heart, they went on holidays and were like a proper family. Tia's step mum found bruises on her which were from her nana pinching her, she made a massive deal off it to get her to stop which she did but it dint stop Tia's nana from beating her though. Tia's step mum left when she was ten, Tia still went to see her on weekends but Tia's nana stopped that over silly things. Tia's dad started to beat her, give her black eyes, smack her head off walls. She started to slit her wrist and try to overdose no one new apart from her brother. Tia's nana always told everyone she was looking for attention that's why Tia would tell her dad when she was upset which made Tia really dislike her nana and dad so they never got closer. Whilst Tia was in high school she was fighting all the time so when she got home she would get beat. She started hated going home. Her father kicked her out and she moved in with her nana, now you can imagine how much she hated that. As Tia got older she grew attitude and said what was on her mind just like her father but her father dint like that and kicked her out at 16. They ended up having a fight and Tia left. Tia moved in with her step mums sister so her Aunti. Her Aunti told her she wouldn't give up on her like everybody else did. Tia was still Brocken but never told anyone her feelings, she was told to go counciling but she just dint wanna speak to anyone. Her Aunti had a daughter so it was pretty hard for her so she ended up kicking Tia out which then she moved in with her boyfriend. Tia moved back after a couple off weeks but then Tia had a fight with her Aunti, punched mirrors and was staying out till stupid o'clock so her Aunti kicked her out on Christmas Eve. She dint understand Tia and always told her daughter how bad Tia was. Her auntis mum told Tia's little brother everything Tia did which made her little brother say things like "where's your real mum" "I hate you" "I don't love you" even though Tia pretended this dint bother her she still cried her eyes out over it. Tia started living with her boyfriend at 17-18 then they broke up so she moved in with her step gran she lived there for a while then got kicked out and moved in with the next door neighbour. When Tia moved next door she met a friend who became her best friend. This best friend little did she know was an absolute fake! They both got kicked out so started staying at a random house down the road untill her friend moved and left her then Tia moved in with her gran and got a house to herself. Tia moved to chorlton were her new boyfriend moved in with her. Tia's father has now had another baby and hates Tia even though she tried so many times with him. Her step mum doesn't even text her to see how she is doing She has 3 friends and no family she only speaks to her brother. Tia is always positive and happy when out but she is so lonely she has no help what's so ever her boyfriends family help her out all the time but she doesn't want them to it's just not fair on them. None of her family speak to her and her friends only text her if she texts them, why would anyone want to be here with nobody? People go threw worse so she should be grateful really. Tia crys a lot and still wonders why she was put here and why she wants everybody else to smile yet hers is fake. ...

Guys Feelings are the most aw fullest things going! Why do we have to have feelings? One minute you feel something, next thing you don't. You cry, you smile, your sad, all these fucking feelings always around in your head. Put a smile on to the world and you know why? Because otherwise every fucker is asking what's up, what's up. Why do they need to know? Just so they can be involved in what's going on in your #life? You see them once a year an they want to know about your #life? You can fuck off! Why do people on care about just themselves? Nobody else just them!!! You say things over and over again yet there still is no change. If you love someone you would do the little things they ask off you. Don't turn arguments back onto them. Chill the fuck out! You can get guys that are players, dick heads, jerks.. You can get guys who are loving, kind, but then after a while they just get too much too loving fall in love with you and that's it, there not letting you go but you want them to let you go. You don't want him to let you walk all over him yet he does!! Stand up for yourself, grow some fucking balls! I'm not saying your boyfriend should slap you up but at least stand up to you. Feelings ey, there all over. Us girls? Hormonal.

Fuck Everybody Else. People will always have a lot to say weather it's negative or positive. Who cares what they think? Well I don't think you should care anyway, what ever other people have to say is pretty irrelevant. Your best friend knows you inside out right? Some off your family may know you? Not everyone is that lucky, but use still have someone. Never think you have no one and if you do Remember your, your own best friend, you only can trust yourself. Back on track... If they all know you and strangers are talking about you who cares. Some people are spoke about due to bad things they have done, they will not own up to it because they are scared off what people will think. Well why do it if you care what people think? If you want to do things you do them! Who gives a shit what other people say or think, your making the most off your #life how you like and that's what everybody should do. Everybody is different in different ways. Some people do nothing yet loads off rumours still go around. People are just spiteful and pathetic. It could be because you hang around with certain people, you looked at someone funny, your pretty and so on. Fuck them, laugh, smile be happy. Id prefer to be spoke about then be stood in a dark corner by myself, no one even wants to ask for a cig... Do you understand? FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW YOU!!! Just laugh and smile at rumours, at least they Remember you to speak about you..

Fake Friends. When you try and help someone, you thought was your best friend out and they just stab you in the back... Sound familiar? You get some good people and you also get some shitty people, who only throw negativity out towards you or others around you. Sooo you try to be a good friend, give them anything they desire, help them, pick them up when there down, then when they get something better they move on to the next thing, no Thank you, no nothing! It's not hard to say a simple, "Thank you" yeah it takes a little oxygen but really we have enough trees to make that up. It shouldn't matter weather your friends a slag or he/she has a foot fetish, at the end off the day that's still your friend. You don't have to do the things your friend does, your not her/him your, your own person. No matter what anybody else says about you just because your friend does it, has no impact on you. If you know the truth and the people who are close to you know the truth, then why should it matter what a stranger has to say? You have some crazy times with your friend, on the weekend or on the weekdays. There is laughing, crying and even farting. Best friends ey? Just because use have a good time doesn't mean use are truly friends. Some people are good with there words and can get there way out of any situation. Some people just run away from situations when they get to hard. Some people are very good at manipulating others, even if you can't see it directly, you will realise in the long run when you get slapped straight in the face and the other person just walks away with no care. Dont trust easily, that's where you go wrong. Just because somebody is nice to you doesn't mean you should be nasty, be nice just keep it simple, don't give out too much information and act normal. You don't have to be a bitch. You learn on your own about different people around this world. Don't let any 'friend' ... Put you down ( isn't this what bullies do?) Show off in front off other people and make you look like a dick (if a friend does this, just look at them and say "showing off I see" and walk off, you don't need to be around them) Steal off you (why would your best friend need to steal off you? She's your best friend she could just ask) Why a friendship has to get to stealing, is unreal. I've not got a clue why it would get this far. Asking your friend could get you no answer, that's due to them not understanding why they don't ask you themselves. Doing it over and over again after been told is just highly disrespectful, out off order and daym right rude! We all have been threw different situations to do with friends and we have lost some that meant everything to us, but we have also gained some for #life. Fuck the fake friends and get messy with the real friends.

Negative And Positive Feedback I like too rant, which is mainly what my writting will be on this app. I apresheate that use read, like and leave feedback. My aim to having this app is to get good and negative feedback, one day I would love to write "Rant columns. " I'm not a very good speller and punctuation is all over the place but I want to learn so if use have any advice please would use comment, negative and positive just to help me learn. Thankyou for reading.