How I Feel For You My body shakes with aggravation My eyes fill with tears of adoration The blood thatís spilled is blood of longing To start to feel a belonging To you Your eyes sparkle, full emotions To me there a magic potion But itís also a toxin because you donít care Itís a poison so other beware You're a danger When your around, I want to smile But I feel my heart starts to pile Everything I've done against me So I cut, escape, to be free from you But there's a few things that I canít control My heart and more importantly my soul It seems to just want you Nothing else can keep me true You're my saviour Half of my mind wants to hate you Because of how much it rates you Enough to cut, enough to cry If you wanted me to Iíd die For you I wish I could just talk to you, I donít know you at all I just saw you for the first time I started to fall Down a hole, no matter how hard I try I cut but I still see you in my eye Youíre an angel and a demon So every time I close my eyes Anytime I cut and cry I think of you, your smile and your laughter But I know it will never be a happily ever after For us But don't worry, whenever I try to cut I see you face, I've had enough I put away the knife, the blade Then to you words I say I Love You.