Would You Really If I felt alone, would you hold my hand? If I was crying, would you hold me and say nothing? If I said I love you, would you say it back? If I kissed you, would kiss me back? If I looked up into the night sky, would your star shine brightly? If you loved me, and I mean really loved me, would that happen, or would it just stay as it is? Cold and awkward, stop hitting me, stop abusing me for the sex.

Amdantis Part 4 It was a long trek to the stadium on the other side of the island, Jasper drove in his big land rover, he said my walking was just the first challenge. The island it's self was actually quite pretty, with little tropical flowers and humongous beautiful smelling ones too, towering palm trees full of coconuts, sandy beaches, sparkly blue water and bright yellow sun, even when the night fell from the sky and seemed to settle on the grass, the island maintained its mysterious beauty, stars twinkling, the#moonshinning silvery white high in the sky casting sleepy shadows, the island still as the sky gripped the ground, never letting go until the sun eases it grasp and then itself settles on the fresh, green grass, covered in delicate water droplets as a present from the night, to wake up to a shimmering green joy around you filled my heart with hope, it felt like a shrivelled black crisp inside me had suddenly blown up into a big red balloon of happiness which you can't find in anything else. One thing the island taught me was that you can find beauty in everyone and everything, wether in personality, appearance, #life style or background, everyone is beautiful, god made us to love eachother, so that's what I did, I learned to, in time, love Jasper, and if I can do that, everyone can love whom they thought they could not find beauty in. It took me 2 days to get to the stadium. When my first race, came I was so exited, stepping out on the track once more and hearing the roar from the crowd, hearing the anticipation in every viewer, the faith in each runner, the love. When the gun shot I ran, I realised it didn't matter what position I came in, because seeing how happy the winner was, doesn't that make you happy, if I see someone smiles, it makes ME smile. Nonetheless I ran, my feet slamming the track and bouncing away into another step, my clothes pushed by the wind, flat on my chest, the wind flowing into my mouth, the steady breathing, the pounding heart, it sent me into a trance, suddenly my head was spinning and I veered off to the left and collapsed into the crowd. The worse thing is when I looked up, seeing all the people looking worried and frightened as the observe me, Jasper shouting, other children screaming "Blood, blood!" I raised my hand to my head to feel warm, thick blood oozing from my head, I closed my eyes, perfect........first I'm kidnapped, and then I'm knocked out. When I awoke I was in a little tent, a stern looking ladie with high cheek bones and large facial features was peering at me. "Pulse? Are you there? Pulse?" I sat up. The lady lowered me back down. "you've got a fractured leg, broken arm, and you've cracked your head open.... Your not going to run again for some time young lady!" My mouth dropped in dismay, how would I live without running, but for now I had bigger problems, facing Jasper......

Amdantis Part 4 It was a long trek to the stadium on the other side of the island, Jasper drove in his big land rover, he said my walking was just the first challenge. The island it's self was actually quite pretty, with little tropical flowers and humongous beautiful smelling ones too, towering palm trees full of coconuts, sandy beaches, sparkly blue water and bright yellow sun, even when the night fell from the sky and seemed to settle on the grass, the island maintained its mysterious beauty, stars twinkling, the#moonshinning silvery white high in the sky casting sleepy shadows, the island still as the sky gripped the ground, never letting go until the sun eases it grasp and then itself settles on the fresh, green grass, covered in delicate water droplets as a present from the night, to wake up to a shimmering green joy around you filled my heart with hope, it felt like a shrivelled black crisp inside me had suddenly blown up into a big red balloon of happiness which you can't find in anything else. One thing the island taught me was that you can find beauty in everyone and everything, wether in personality, appearance, #life style or background, everyone is beautiful, god made us to love eachother, so that's what I did, I learned to, in time, love Jasper, and if I can do that, everyone can love whom they thought they could not find beauty in. It took me 2 days to get to the stadium. When my first race, came I was so exited, stepping out on the track once more and hearing the roar from the crowd, hearing the anticipation in every viewer, the faith in each runner, the love. When the gun shot I ran, I realised it didn't matter what position I came in, because seeing how happy the winner was, doesn't that make you happy, if I see someone smiles, it makes ME smile. Nonetheless I ran, my feet slamming the track and bouncing away into another step, my clothes pushed by the wind, flat on my chest, the wind flowing into my mouth, the steady breathing, the pounding heart, it sent me into a trance, suddenly my head was spinning and I veered off to the left and collapsed into the crowd. The worse thing is when I looked up, seeing all the people looking worried and frightened as the observe me, Jasper shouting, other children screaming "Blood, blood!" I raised my hand to my head to feel warm, thick blood oozing from my head, I closed my eyes, perfect........first I'm kidnapped, and then I'm knocked out. When I awoke I was in a little tent, a stern looking ladie with high cheek bones and large facial features was peering at me. "Pulse? Are you there? Pulse?" I sat up. The lady lowered me back down. "you've got a fractured leg, broken arm, and you've cracked your head open.... Your not going to run again for some time young lady!" My mouth dropped in dismay, how would I live without running, but for now I had bigger problems, facing Jasper......

Amdantis Part 3 I soon found out the answer to my question. We were not being kip-napped, we were being trained to race, like I said at the beginning. They train us, race us, bet on us, trade us, and get lot and lots of money off us. Id been with my trainer for a while now, still terribly missed my family, but I was getting use to living with Jasper (my trainer). My first race was on Saturday, it was only on Thursday that I found out! Saturday eventually rolled round and Jasper walked me over to the arena and then went to sit in the stalls. A kind looking man led me into the changing rooms and asked me who my trainer was "Jasper, Jasper Sopraties" I murmured. Allan (the kind looking man) nodded "just put on this kit and head out into the arena" he gestured to a changing room and with that left me. In 5 minutes it was time for the race to begin. My racing suit was a slushy greeny gray, yuk. Suddenly I heard the gun shot fire, I ran faster then I'd ever run before, the wind whistled in my ears as my feet pounded along the track, my heart was racing, the finish line was in sight, I was 3rd, I took a big breath and took a big leap forward, then bounced along like that, I was in 1st! I had won the race! From there it was straight home and more training though, Jasper had seen me win, and he wanted to build me a reputation. Jasper had a little dog called "Marc". I had to take Marc for walks, Marc didn't walk, he sprinted, and dogs are very very fast, so your body is forced to run faster so you don't loose the lead or fall of and scrape your face off... Next month I had a tournament, there were seven races, there 10 contestants, for each race if you came first you got 10 points, 2nd you got 9 and so on. The one with the most points at the end of the seven races won. The tournament finally arrived and it was back off to the stadium for now....... (sorry for short part, had lots of homework so not much time to go on Opuss, the next part will arrive by Tuesday but may be published before, happy reading- VerVer)

Amdantis Part 2 The man took me by the arm and grabbed the other 3 with his other arm, why was I singled out? He led us to his van and thrust us inside, there was a faint smell of Chinese takeaway and tobacco smoke, the insides of the boot where painted a pale pink and the paint was slowly peeling off, the floor was covered with a rough leather, the boot had very unpleasant sensation. My head was spinning, I wanted to get out, but I didn't want to scream and shout in fright of the man hurting me. I grabbed Lilly and hugged her tight, for all we knew this could be the end, suddenly I could hear a loud hiss and as quickly as this had began I passed out. When I woke up I was startled by the extreme force blowing on my face, I was in a plane plummeting rapidly Downwards, I looked out one of the windows as I married by eyes to see through the clouds, there was a tiny island surrounded by shimmered and sparkly crystal blue water, the plane landed with a thud and I closed my eyes in fear, the plane skidded down the run way and then we all very quickly got hustled off of the plane straight into a little room where we were ordered to put on a grey, white and pink stripy overall if you were a boy a grey, white and blue overall if you were a boy, next we were put into rows an we had to march over to a big warehouse. There we were put into cages and left. A few days later when we were starving and dehydrated a little plum man with a briskly beard and scars all over his body wandered into the room where Phoebe, a boy called Sam and his sister Toffee were kept in our cages. He looked at us all very closely stroking his horrible dirty beard. His eyes were small and beady and glassy and they stared at you with intense power. Eventually the man blew a whistle that was hanging from a pouch on his belt and a scrawny man in what looked like a big green baby grow ran in, the small man pointed to my cage and smirked, the baby grow man nodded approvingly and unlocked my cage, pulling me out and pushing me towards the small man he coughed, the small coughed back in a slightly odd rhythm, then I was taken to the small mans house, the thing that amazed me most was the fact that they went about their business in complete silence apart the bazaar coughing the end. The small man treated me well, I got plenty of food and drink, he was constantly asking me if there was any thing I needed and in an instant he would tent to my every need, but this was suspicious, I thought I was being kidnapped! Or was that not the case?