When are you going to love me? How many years has it been That question left unanswered You loved me, don't you You are supposed to at least I want to be loved In the house I grew in Through the food you fed me Wearing the shoes you walked in Searching for the love I was deprived of I travelled back memories To a time I was more lovable Any traces would have sufficed Through actions of violence Words of enotional abuse In our everyday lives All this time waiting and Believing in a twisted illusion Left my heart torn My soul worn Only when appearance concerned Only then you spoke words of affection Even so your words cold and void Through your heart and lies
Free but Priceless You showed me A paradise on Earth Through your little gestures How to love A needy feeling Of being a stray Eroding my insides Eating up my words My words you spoke Cured my loneliness In your eyes I see My vision is entirely you In a harsh world Demands to be answered Expectations to be met Meeting you is a blessing I've never felt so loved In our little space You make me feel so Warm and fuzzy cuddles In our little corner Hidden from everyone Dark secrets we share Under the blanket I've never felt so lived In this #life I desperately clung to Hoping to find His word Your arms an embrace I Long Your loving arms Make me feel at home Anywhere with you Is a heaven on earth
Someone Special You've taught me Shown me many things From the dark tunnel I reside You shed light Some rays of hope I never knew How selflessness Can be so great yet priceless While selfishness always comes with a price I never knew How blood can be thicker than water Only knew family ties As heavy and burdensome You've given me so many things Many many things I didn't ask for Only could have imagined I didn't know How liberation felt Bring with you I breathe again Crimson tears I cried Comforted in loneliness You assured my fears Erased my tears I was once The fish out of water But you let me feel like I'm back home You made my trauma A Long lost nightmare My #life was a drama Until you came in You've made me Into a laughing fool That I can't help but smile When thinking of you