Tick Tick Tick I'm a ticking time bomb just waiting to blow But by the smile upon my faces that something you would never know It's only a matter of time before I explode all over the place With uncontrollable words I can take back nor erase With words Iv kept in for so very long I thought I was doing right but it turns out I was wrong By holding the words tight I was being weak instead of strong This was a disaster waiting to happen all along Pushing all thoughts away and refusing to feel Pretending all my problems are non existent and never real Acting like I'm all good and fine Walking a very faint line Lie lie lie when it comes to feeling that's all I can do But all this fake acting and pretending doesn't cut it with you You don't buy it for a second me you see right through But that I don't get your the only one who can You your a very a different kind of man You get me you understand Don't give up on me Keep pushing you just might be the one to free me

Don't let other define you

I Quit It's Whatever Who cares what I write now no one who read my other stuff will probably see this I made a new one before this and got locked out it's like this site is against me but I'm drawn to it and it makes me crazy I can't get into my real account I'm just sad plain and simple but I love to write it's how I deal with #life it's part of who I am it's how I copy it's the only way I get my feelings out it's like opuss became my bestfriend who's always there for me till now of course gettin locked out and all but I got this new one and I won't log out of this one unless I hear from opuss and they help me get back in my real account so may memories there 79 posts all stuck in a page I can't get into I can read the page but it's not the same I'm no longer in control of it :-(