awkward Love What I do when I like somebody: 1% - Talk to them. 99% - Stare.

Please Remember Again It's gonna be my last year. Last year in high school. Can't even describe how I fell right now. Those 2 years have been really hard and tiring for me. Everyone says high school is the best period of a person's #life...not for me in my case. The only things I'm gonna remember are my nagging parents and teachers, some really dumb students so called "populars"and few friends I could talk to when I got bored. I prepared everything and when I was about to leave home my mom called me into the the kitchen. She packed me a lunch as always and kissed my on my cheeks. I Really hated that. I was feeling like a little kid whenever she did that. "Eeew mom ! I'm not a kid anymore !" I complained couldn't stand it anymore "For me you'll always be my little boy and until I die and you live here under my roof I'm gonna do that as I like" she argued with me with a smile the whole time. That's why I love my mom. She never loses this beautiful smile on her face no matter how bad my behaviour was. She was always there when I had an argument with my father and believe me...we had quite a lot of them. I left home without saying goodbye to my day. He was always busy in his office room. He spends there about 12h a day. Though we didn't see each other a lot our relation was good. I wasn't as close with him as with my mom but at least we get along. My way to school takes only about 10 minutes but in my case it always takes about 2o minutes. It's all because of my friends who'd join me during the walk. It's better going to school with someone than alone but sometimes they'd be really annoing especially Chansung who I call Chanana. He's the youngest but he's huge ! In addition, he always loves to hug me whenever he meets me. Junho on the other hand is very calm. He never goes overboard and he's the 1st person I go to when I have a problem. Those two are the closest friends of mine but calling them best firends would be too much. "So Woo, nervous of our last year?" Junho asked "What's there to be nervous about? School's like school. Nothing changed." Chan add To be honest I was nervous. I always am... "Wooyounga ! Let's eat something today in cafeteria ! I heard they're gonna give bananas for free !" As always, Chan could think only of food. He put his arm around my shoulder and the three of us got to gates of our school. We promised to meet each other during the lunch break and separeted to our classrooms. Mine was on the 1st floor, the biggest one and with the most students in. Our 1st lesson was English. "Great. Another hour with Mr Park Evil" I sighed on my way. Everyone was sitting on their sits already chit-chatting with each other. I noticed the teacher who was preparing for the lesson ( the only him by the way ) but something was diffrent though... Unbelievable. Someone stole my sit ! My favourite sit next to our huge window ! Something like that never happenned during those two years. Our school hardly ever had any new students and even if they'd always be late on the 1st day. This issue really bothered me but arguing over a sit was really stupid to be honest. I came closer to look at this guy who was sitting calmy with his arms crossed probably waiting for a bell to ring. I assumed he was very tall. At least his legs were really long and thin. "That's weird for a guy" this thought came to my mind immediately. If we looked more closely, he was really good - looking. He didn't seem Korean though but his face was really innocent- looking like. He probably realised someone was staring at him cause he turned his head right into my direction. "Oh no ! He;s gonna think I'm a weirdo or even worse, some kind a pervent ! " It was really awkward. I moved my sight on a board and waited until he would also moved his. Fortunatelly, he didn't seem to care that much. The bell rang and all the students needed to take their sits. Since mine was taken I had to chose the one next to the new guy. "Students! As you can see we have a new student here. He's from Thailand and his name is Nich-Nick-Niccc..." the teacher seemed really confused at that moment. "I'm Nichkhun" The new guy replied to help Mr Park a bit. "Yes, right, Hope everyone will help him to feel better and more comfortable in our school. Now, open the books on page 3. The class lasted way too long. Mr Park wanted to impress the students as always giving us a never-ending lecture and since he had one more person in the class the lesson was way way way more boring. Though he knew we were bored to death he kept on talking focusing his sight mostly on this Nich-guy. He on the other hand was listening with his head up but his facial expression showed he wasn't interested in this lesson either. "God, I must be really bored t" I just couldn't take my eyes off of that guy. Don't know why. What's so appealing about him ? If I were a girl it'd be normal but gosh...I'm a GUY ! The bell finally rang ! I ran out of the room as fast as possible only not to encounter with this new boy. I got to the cafeteria and saw Junho and Chan sitting at the table right next to the food section. Well I should have known that. Chan loves the food more than anything so it's not surprising he chose this spot to eat. "Hey Woo ! Here, we reserved the place for you !" Chan screamed waving with his arms in every direction. It was his habbit to get over-excited of anything, even the smallest stupid thing. "How was the 1st class?" Junho asked while puting a huge cucumber slice into his mouth. "Well, we have a new student. He's from Thailand that's all I know" I said pretending like I don't really care. Boys didn't seem ta care either since they didn't ask any other questions. We were eating in silence until it got really awkward so Chan decided to loosen up the mood a bit by puting a whole banana into his mouth and swallowing it at once with speed of a light. Suddenly he started choking so I stood up and give him a hand. All of us looked each other in the eyes and we started to laugh so hard we couldn't eat anything more. Junho moved his eyes to the corner at the end of the cafeteria. He looked there for a quite long time and seemed he was really intrigued by something. I turned back my head to see what was so interensting and saw a person with a cap on eating alone. It took me a while until I realised it was him, this new student. "He looks so poor. Maybe we should invite him to our table" Chansung looked concerned. He's known of being friendly, sometimes too friendly to everyone. "I don't think it's a good idea. I think he wants to be alone. If it was diffrent he would join anybody" I convinced Chan. To be honest, I didn't wanted to have anything in common with the new boy. I don't think I gave a good impression. He doen't seem to be a person who befriends easily. "If you say so. But I think his new. Is this this new guy you talked about before?" Oh great, now they're gonna ask me tons of question. I've been thinking how to avoid this topic as much as I could and came up only with one idea. "Yeah, I think it's him. I'm not quite sure cause I barely saw his face" I obviously lied. I memorised everything about him. His face, body, clothes but exposing everithing to my friends would too embarassing so decided to keep in only for myself. We done our luch and headed to the corridor. All of us needed to take books for the next lesson from school lockers. Mine was the yellowish one, didn't know why I got the only colored one but at least it was easy to find. As soon as I got there I realised they add one more locker next to mine. I was curious whose one was it but I didn't have to wait long cause the owner appeared, took out his hand from the pocket and headed it to my direction.