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Boyfriend- Chapter 4 I fluttered my eyes open to the sudden brightness of the sun heaping threw a window. I glanced to my left, I'm in a hospital? I looked down, yep I'm in a hospital. I was wearing a hospital gown and was connected to an I.V. I glanced to my right to see Justin watching me check out the room that I'm in. He smiled. I gave him a small smile. "How are you feeling?" He asked as he walked over and sat in the chair beside my bed. He grabbed my hand that had this white block figure thing connected to my pointer finger. "Tired, w-what happened?" I asked as I let him hold my hand. He is really affectionate for some reason, I guess it was okay. "Well you collapsed, I carried you down the stairs and carefully placed you in my car and drove here as fast as possible." He simply said. I looked at my arm, oh no, you could see all my cuts and scars. Justin looked down also. "Don't worry, I don't mind." He smiled. I looked back up at him and gave him another small smile, I didn't really mean it, but I wanted to. Oh no, I hope I don't have feelings for him, like I said, he could never love a girl like me. He brang his face closer to mine "Now can I help you?" He whispered. He moved a strand of hair out of my face. I nodded. "But how?" I asked. "Maybe this for starters." He whispered as he jammed his lips on my. Holy fucking crap, is this a dream?! Is Justin Bieber actually kissing me?! I felt his warm soft lips, glide with mine. Yes, I was defiantly kissing him back. No wonder he moved that strand of hair out of my face. I can't believe this is happening. I heard footsteps, I'm pretty sure Justin heard them to because he pulled back and licked his lips... Dork haha. I smiled fully and looked at the door way. That's the first time I have had a real smile in years. He smiled back and also looked at the door way, still holding my hand. "Oh I'm sorry... Am I disturbing?" A lady with a long, white lab coat or whatever the hell it is, asked politely. I shook my head. Justin looked at me and nodded his head. I smiled and rolled my eyes. He let out a soft laugh. I don't think the lady noticed Justin nodding though. I'm pretty sure she's my doctor. "Okay, Well, hello there Ms. Lee, I am your doctor, Dr. Heart." She introduced herself as she walked closer. "Now let me get this straight, you collapsed from loss of sleep, hunger, you are dehydrated, and you have lost a lot of blood, you could of died, if this young man didn't bring you here, so thank you Mr. Bieber." She thanked him and read something from her clipboard. Dr. Heart looked up at me to see if I agreed. I nodded my head and looked at Justin again. He smiled, and I returned it with another. Yep, I definitely have feelings for him. "Is this your boyfriend?" She asked, with a 'maybe your answer explains you two kissing' look. "Uh-" I started, until Justin answered for me. "Yes." He smiled. Dr. Heart giggled "alright, you two, Darrah you are free to go in a few minutes, Justin you better take care of her." She winked as she walked out. And a nurse came in right after her. She walked over to me and disconnected all the tubes that were connected to me. Justin let go of my hand and walked over to the chair. He grabbed a pile of clothes and walked back over and handed them to me. I took them and placed it on my belly. "Justin, what about school?" I asked with a concerned look on my face. Mum would kill me if she thought I skipped school. "I already called them, they wanted to be updated on how you were doing and they said that we can have the rest of the day off." He explained. I nodded, "How are you feeling now?" He asked and he put his hands in his pockets. "Happy, and like I could do anything!" I exclaimed. But I do, I haven't felt like this in 4 years. "That's great, oh I have something for you." He said, Justin walked back over to his chair and grabbed a circular plastic container. He walked back over and handed it to me. "What is it?" I asked confused, but excited. "It's kinda like body makeup, to cover your cuts and scars, and it also heals them really fast." He told me. Perfect, that's great, I want to put some on right now. "Yes! That's great! Thank you so much!!" I said excitedly. "Your welcome love, I'll be outside, you get changed and I want to take you somewhere after." He walked out and closed the door. I slowly and cautiously got up off the hospital bed and took off the gown, I put on the cream that Justin gave me. When I was done I looked in the mirror. Holy shit, this stuff is fucking magic!! I couldn't see one cut, nor any scar I had made in the past. I want to change, I want to start fresh, to have friends, be gorgeous, not cut, be healthy, I want to change... Everything.

Love Does Exist Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this crazy world truly love you. The only reason why someone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. There are at least 2 people in this world who would die just for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know existed loves you with all their heart. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When the world has turned it's back on you, take a look around, go to a person you know that loves you and talk to them. Always remember the compliments you've received. And ignore the rude remarks. Just always remember through the worst, love is the answer, it will never let you down... Love Does Exist <3, Nicole

Boyfriend Chapter 3 "What?" My eyes widened. "How did, wait, are you joking?" He wasn't being serious, how did he figure it out? "I'm not kidding." He assured me. I took a deep breath and let it out. I turned more towards him. "You don't even know me, what do you think I did?" I asked with a worried look. "Darrah, I know that it was you in the stall because I saw your black converses, and your the only one who wears converses, and I know that you threw up, and I heard the medal and saw the blood drop." He explained in a serious tone. My eyes were still wide. I took my good off of my head. My golden brown hair was in a messy side bun, like always. I was speechless. "I want to help you." He said as he grabbed one of my hands and held it. I looked him in the eyes. 'What are you thinking, don't let him help you, he will just leave like the rest of the others.' That voice said, circling around my head. I snapped out of the trance I was in with his eyes and took my hand back. "I don't need your help, I like the way I am, everybody just leaves me when they say they want to help." I mumbled. I was about to get off the bed until he grabbed my hand again. I turned to him. "Please, I want to help." He insisted. He's going to irritate me. "Why do you even care? You didn't before, so why now?" I questioned him. He looked me in the eyes as I did the same to him. Then he looked down at our hands. "I don't know, I just do." He muttered. I pulled my hand back and fully got off the bed. "Well, I don't want your help." I snapped. I felt a little dizzy. I sat back on the bed. I shook my head a little to see if it was serious. A headache started to form. "Are you okay?" Justin asked moving my hair out of my face. "I-I don't know." I somewhat stuttered. Justin got up. "Come, let's go get you some water." He helped me up as well. He put one arm around my waist and we slowly walked out of his room. We were about to walk down the stairs, the I collapsed, I felt myself fall but in Justin's arms. I felt him slide his hands under my legs and carry me bridal style, then everything went black. ________________________________________ Authors Note: Hey guys!! Cliff hanger... Ease don't hate me... Please comment, like and follow!! Comment!! I wanna know what you think!

Boyfriend Chapter 2 The bell rang again. I got up and carried my book with me out of the class room. I bumped into a few people on the way out, but I tried hard to avoid any others. When I finally made it out I rushed to my locker to get out of the crowd coming out of classes. I opened my locker door. It made a small screech when it turned. I put my books in, we had a 2hour brake until our next class. We could either go home, or wonder around the school, we just needed to be back for class. When I closed my locker, I saw Justin staring at me. I gasped at his presents. He was right on the side of me. "What do want?" I asked. "We need to talk." He grabbed my fore arm. "Owe, Justin, Owe, that hurts!" I exclaimed. He quickly let go of me. A tears formed in my eyes. I tried my best to hold them in. "I don't talk." I said as I turned around and went the opposite direction. "Wait, Darrah." He called after me. "What?" I turned back around, annoyed. "I need to talk to you." He insisted, he put his two hands in his front pockets. "About what? We have nothing to talk about." Now I was getting irritated. Why can't he just leave me alone. I didn't do anything to him. Except I was in the bathroom when he and Stacy were... "Just follow me." He moot opened with his head. I sighed in annoyance. And followed behind him. If I don't talk to him he won't leave me alone. He started walking outside to the parking lot. "What are we doing-" "Just follow me" he cut me off. I rolled my eyes and kept walking. I was just about to run away. My arm was still sore of Justin's touch. He didn't grab me that hard but it hurt like hell. We approached a silver Range Rover, it was the car I saw this morning with Justin and Ryan in. "Get in." He demanded. I made a worried look on my face. "Don't worry, I will tell you where we are going on our way there." He assured me as he got in himself. I walked around the car and got in the passengers seat. I put my seatbelt on as so did Justin. He started the car and backed out of the stall. His car was so clean. I don't have a car, if I wanted to go so where I would use my moms. But I can't use it for school because she had to use it to drive to work, plus my school isn't that far away. He drove away from the school onto the main rode. "Now can you tell me where we are going?" I asked as I looked at him. "To my house." He answered as he looked at me than back to the rode. I looked out the window. "Uh, why?" I asked again confused. Why would we be going to his house?! That's so weird. "Because we need to talk, and I need to change." He answered as he left one hand on the wheel and ran his his other hand through his hair, than put it back in the wheel. I just glanced back out the window, the whole rest of the ride was science. Ugh, why does this have to happen to me, why can't people understand that want to be left alone?! He pulled up in front of a gate, he then pushed a bottom on the side of the stirring wheel and the gate slowly opened. Once it opened fully he drove in and parked in his driveway. He pressed that button again, I got out and watched the gate close. His house was really pretty, and huge. He got out also, I could feel his eyes watching me, like a laser shooting threw my back. I turned around and I was right, he was watching me. He motioned with his hand for me to follow him inside. I slowly walked behind of him into the house. He put his keys on his kitchen island and went upstairs, I followed. He went in a bed room. I was about to enter until I saw him taking his shirt off. He looked at me, "You can come in." He pointed to the bed, a sign for me to sit down. I hadn't spoken since the question I asked him in the car. I walked in and slowly sat down on his bed. I followed his every moves with my eyes. He threw the shirt he took off in his hamper the walked over to his dresser. Wow... He was a very well built man. A six pack of chiseled abs, and bold, strong arms. He opened his dresser draw and took out a red t-shirt. He put it over his head and pulled it down. He then walked over to his bed where I sat and sat beside me. "What did you NEED to talk to me about?" I looked at him raising an eyebrow as I looked into his eyes. Beautiful, Carmel, brown colored eyes. "I know you were the one in the bathroom and I know what you were doing..."