Finally Divorced
Finally Divorced
The day I met her it was amazing. Who would of thought that out of everyone alive, at this very moment she would choose me. She is beautiful, I couldn't help but ask myself why do so many people despise her. She's sweet and kind, i mean look at her she's perfect. She changed my #life completely, she become apart of me. She promised me a better #life. When I was with her she satisfied all my desires. I woke up every morning to her, and went to sleep every night with her. As time seemed to extend so did our relationship. It got more serious, one day she actually came to me, and asked me to be her forever. I felt completed, I felt that the piece that I needed to full fill my #life and finally be at peace was finally here, and it was her. But years passed by, and the Happiness we once had was now diminishing. My mother and father despised her, they told me shes a whore and a Gold digger, a fake. That all she wants is attention from everyone.They told me that the happiness she would provide me was temporary. My father and mother warned me. But I refused to listen, I decided to fight for our relationship. No matter the cost. But if only I knew what that actually meant. Years seem to pass by and we got even worse, she was no longer around as much, only when she needed something. It felt like it was over, I felt like I wasted 17 years of my #life to try and fit in and make us work. Trying to show her I can be her forever, that I'm worth staying with. Even willing to ruin my own relationship with my family, and at one point even my relationship with God. Not understanding that the deeper i got my self into trying to fix us, I forgot who I was. Led astray by her tricks, and popularity feeling invincible with her, do I now understanding I was actually weak. I allowed her to win. She got what she wanted, and now she's with someone else. I tried the best I could to finally leave for good. Gathering everything I got to go back to my family, praying they would take me in. And by the Grace of God they did. I am now back on track again, going to church and really looking for someone who I know wont use me for their own Desires. God helped me get back on my feet and helped me over come everything I had gone through to make me stronger. Now 3 years have passed, an I was doing good, I mean almost perfect, my #life was so balanced, but most importantly at peace. When one day I hear a voice call my name and there she went, she was back asking for forgiveness and telling me to take her back. She grabbed and pulled me close to her trying to use her lustful ways to get me emotional attached to her. For a second it worked, I allowed her words to pierce my brain and started to allow them to dwell with in my heart, as she whispered in my ear she missed me. How she truly now understands how valuable I am, as she got closer to seal the deal with a kiss. I pulled back, then grabbed her even closer, and told her its over, and gave her the divorce papers. 3 months later I see her there across the courts room with the face of revenge on her face. As the judge finally declared we where officially separated. At that moment I felt good like I can finally move on for good, knowing she was no longer apart of my #life. I finally divorced her, the world is know longer my everything, and even though I know I see her every day, she is no longer taking control over me, but I now take control over her. As I live my #life to warn others not to fall for her tricks like I did. She may persuade you with so much, but It will all go away at the end. Happiness was never found in her but in God. But hey I'm a free man, no longer married to the world.