With All Honesty I was told to look at a client with the same problems as me but from my own perspective.. I came to realize that I honestly could not find a solution to her problems.. But this is what I could find.. You're beautiful because you feel so deep that you drown in your own emotions..When you fight to get past these miserable weeks alone because no one seems to understand or relate..The empathy is rather insufficient and you are crowded with a million reasons as to why you're worthless..There is one person in this world who would accept you whether you are feeling outcasted or confused about #life all together..If only I could simply find you, I would hold you close and cry with all the sympathy in the world along your side.. There are only a few of us as we can see, who don't live a #life of material things or simple logic but through emotion and creativity..You deserve to be strong for yourself and no one else..If you feel so much pain you're a good soul bc you actually feel unlike the majority. You shall keep your head held high when the ones beneath you speak cowardly against you.. Why look down or stoop down to such a level? You are not your illness. Do not let it define you. You're far more than just the struggles and your weaknesses.

Dear Opuss Even if I'm not meant to do this for a living, it's the only reason why I'm still breathing. I may not be the best of talent it's clear to see, but the people on here are as sweet as can be. Just as I was about to delete this honestly, it crossed my mind that this is where I'm meant to be. It's finally somewhere I belong, a lovely place to come along. A friend to vent to when I'm alone, I have found a family away from home. A wonderful place to call our own, where my passion blooms and my thoughts can roam. There's no where else I'd rather be, than here on opuss discovering the best part of me ❤

Delicate Line My grandfather passed away one week ago today. The hardest part for me as a teenager was holding both my breath and my mother as I could hear her painful cries in my ear. It was complicated to understand, this being the first death in the family. And it opened a lot of doors of thought for me.. About the lines between #life and death that is. That phone call was literally to tell her that his pulse had stopped and his breathing faded completely, it was emotionally for her to find the beginning of closure. But all I saw in my mothers eyes was suffering. I couldn't quite make sense of how this all came to be, how we live to love those who we will only lose eventually. It's going to take some getting used to not having him around but I worry most about my mom.. Because I'm afraid because I know that if she were to grow ill then I would be next to suffer a loss.. What a tormenting cycle.

Opuss I thought I was a talent, I thought I was meant to be a writer. I thought I would write a book, I thought that hard work and dedication was all it actually took. I thought it was the only thing I was good for, I thought I had the skills. I thought those around were only speaking the truth. I thought this was my hobby, actually my only thing to do. I thought I would trust posting my actual words, my #quotes but I'm afraid they would only be stolen. I thought this would give me purpose, something worth doing.. Well opuss I thought many things that I was wrong about that was until I met you.

Love Come True When you first came to me, I found you broken and hidden. I was determined to open you up and fix up the pieces. You lived up to my expectations and in your eyes I found freedom. You're a king in my eyes and your heart is my kingdom. We created a masterpiece through our love and our wisdom Now there's no doubt in my mind that you're the man I once dreamed of.