Pretense Versus Truth Once I believed in you, now I wonder why I wanted to trust you, when you left me to die I used to believe in you, I used to be on your side But you used me and abused me, you stripped me of my pride It makes me wonder now, what made me trust you before I was stupid to have come back wanting for more Now I've opened my eyes, now I see It is better to walk away from you and just be me You are my pretentious side, the walls I built up not to be hurt Instead I ended being treated like dirt I was blinded by my foolishness, I flirted with the lies Now I'm feeling nothing for myself but despise Now I cast you away, like I should have years ago You are the #life that I never wish to show Now I'm changed, I'm loyal and true I am doing better now, without you And so you see, it's better to be honest and feel pain Than pretend and lie because there is nothing to gain

Cause Of Death Take that bullet, etch the name Take the gun, play death's game When they find the dead body They will know and they will see Covered in blood the bullet will reveal What destroyed your walls of steel Carved into the bullet, it will show Why you will no longer see tomorrow Once alive, and now dead The bullet reveals what last went through your head