Him I should have stood my ground. I should have not gone weak. I should have just ignored him like I thought I'd be able to do. But no. Something about him makes me so weak. I just get butterflies and lose my breath. I think to myself " I just gotta ignore him, just ignore him". But that's too hard to do with him! What is with this guy that makes me so weak? I wish I had an answer,but I don't, I have to wait for an answer from God. One day I'll understand.