Thank You! I'm just going to say thank you to the people on here that have helped me and commented in general, it feels nice that someone has taken the time to read through my inane ramblings and give their opinion or advice. THANK YOU.

Better Off As Friends I guess it's true to be honest we get along really well but you don't know what you want and I now understand that we are better off as friends. I've told you that ill still always be there for you, as I am with all my friends.

It's So Easy I found out today, just how easy it is to be prescribed antidepressants, I was offered them before I'd even had the tests done to determine if I had #depression or not, turns out yes I do and also severe anxiety (big surprise there.) I refused the drugs as I would rather see a counsellor before I end up on any kind of medication, but that's not the point they were going to give them to me after a conversation that consisted of; "so you're feeling a little depressed" "yeah" and that was it, I was asked if I wanted a controlled substance given to me on a regular basis, this experience worries me a little, if its that easy to get antidepressants what else can I lay my hands on? Maybe ill find out.

Maybe I might just hang myself.

Friend zoned I have been friend zoned now. There's no escape. I will die alone.