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Life can be challenging, that's why I write dark things...

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Translate   9 years ago

Untitled #poem Low on self esteem, I'm living in a dream, Full of stupid crazy things, And in the end it all stings. In a depressed state, I have to face my fate, I'm afraid I'm dying inside, All these things I can't brush aside. My mind is violent, I try to stay silent, It's trying to come out of me, We can never seem toagree. My vision is blurred, My brain is absurd, I think I am crazy, Can some one please help me! I'm slowley turning insane, Can't you see I'm in pain, I need medical attention, I'm turning pyscho did I mention. Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong, This pain is oh so long, When will this end?

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@leelee101 thanks for the rp 😘
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@kelz thanks for the rp 😘
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    I'm A Human Believe It Or Not Well I'm not a ghost, But I feel like one, I'm invisible but people know I'm there, I'm only there when people need things, My soul is cold as ice. Well I'm not a zombie, But I feel like one, I never get enough sleep, But I have to get up to learn, And I just get stressed. I'm a human, But I don't feel like one, Judged, depressed and broken, I'm not living, I'm surviving.

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    @alienize96 thanks for the rp 😘
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    @Shayna1987 thanks for the rp 😘
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      Translate   9 years ago

      I'm Not Okay I put on a fake smile, Claiming that I'm fine, Trying to hold back my tears, The pain washes over me, I would like to be ok. I want to shout, "I'm not okay!" Cry my eyes out, I would be called a crybaby, Attention seeker, I need help! I'm not okay, It's not for attention, Its fine to have bad moments isn't it?

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      Victoria victoriou$$$$

      Chat.....talking is answer 💜👠👠😊😘😇💄
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      @poertycorner69 thank you for the advicd 😘
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      *advice
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        What Sleep Is To Me "Your dreaming," they say, But how can I dream when sleep has gone, I can't seem to sleep at night, My thoughts decide to come out, Tearing pieces of my soul, Haunting my brain, I can't sleep, They won't let me, I'll hold my breath, Cross my heart and hope to die, That someday I can sleep at night. My thoughts, My creative mind, People say that it's impossible, But how can I dream when I can't sleep, The urge to look on my phone, The thoughts inside my mind, I feel crazy, I feel Insane, I don't know what to do anymore, I'm scared to death of my ceiling, The clock strikes midnight, I have to be awake at six, Whats sleep to me? It's a myth.

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        Victoria victoriou$$$$

        Calm down mate & slowly build into good things my advice ❤️❤️❤️ & do things good that make u happier inside my advices mate 💗⭐️
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        @poertycorner69 thank you
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          The darkeness swallows me whole Alone in a room And my head is haunting me Promise me you won't let me fall Im sick of being alone Cause your all I need Your all I see I'll never leave I dont know about you I'm under your spell Your gone I'm alone You leave me fragile Your all I need You got me wrapped round your little finger But the thing is I'm not strong enough to let you go

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