I'm just a sad person..

"I Don't Love You. " Stepping off the edge to my death you grabbed my hand to pull me up. Almost to safety you uttered those cruel words letting go of me.. As I fell I thought to those days where you promised this would never happen.. I've made and broken some promises too.. I love you.. I am truly sorry for all the pain I've caused.. I ruin lives.. Beware.

No one hears the cries from within. I'm alone in this world. Bitter. Lonely. Sad. With no friends or family left I guess I'll carry on alone. I suppose I've always been this way. No love. Not even from myself. I'm struggling to hold on. Giving options that I once joked about a second thought. Self destruction seems like the only way to keep the monster at bay.. I'm hanging off the cliff.. Will anyone pull me up?.. Or just watch me fall to my death?..

Monster Gasoline runs through my veins. Catching fire at the slightest spark from the rage in my heart. Anger is the only emotion known to me. What happened to the innocent loving girl I knew four years ago? She's dead. And now a monster lives in this empty shell of a human. I'm not me. Who am I? How long will I survive like this?

How does it feel when your whole world is picked up and dropped. Shattered into a million pieces.