Living A Mans #life I'm a girl but I don't always feel like one. Well, I don't feel feminine enough that is. The only thing I really have in common with other girls, is that I'm attracted to guys. The thing is, throughout most of my childhood, instead of playing with dolls, I was playing video games. I still am. Instead of watching love films and soaps, I prefer gore and zombies. I don't wear makeup, or do my hair in any sort of special way, I'd much rather spend my time eating and watching tv. I'm studying public services, and there's only 3 other girls in my class. I much prefer talking to guys, but I always end up getting hurt. I have way more in common with guys, sometimes too much, so naturally I fall for them thinking we're perfect for each other, but he just considers me another one of the guys. So even though I like the way I am, sometimes I wish I would have grown up more feminine...

The players may change but the game stays the same.

My Idols There are 2 main people who are my idols and inspiration in #life. Now, I know it's pretty cliché to have them as celebrities, but that's who they are. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, but for some reason at this moment in time, they're not really idols, more role models. Anyway. The first is a man, a very caring man who's death was pretty unexpected and shocked the nation. The world. This man was very controversial. Well, he wasn't controversial, but people's opinions on him were. My opinion, is that he was an amazing man and his music has given me motivation and just gotten me through tough times. I look up to him, not because of how he was and still is, in my opinion, the best entertainer, but also because how the media struck him down so many times and he just kept on going. I cannot express enough the amount of love I have for this guy, ladies and gentleman, the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. The second idol, is a young woman, quite new to the music industry, but she has already left her mark. She's an amazing singer and one of very few people who can actually sing live. I tweet her everyday, just hoping that one day she'll reply, and I'm hoping one day I'll meet her. Her music has gotten me through some very tough times, times when all I could do was lay around crying, and some of her lyrics have just become my 'ten commandments', if you will, except there's probably more than ten. This lady, if you haven't already guessed is the amazing Jessica Ellen Cornish, or better known as Jessie J, and I'm one of her millions of 'heartbeats'.