A Sad Moment Of Clarity The more you try and do something positive with your #life, the more people with have a problem with you, something bad to say and want you to fail. It's worse when these people were once your friends. However, don't let that stop you. Let it make you work harder, push through the talks behind your back, gossip and rumours. Steer clear of getting involved with petty arguments and pointless debates. They will only take your energy. Stay focused and keep doing you and eventually the ones who truly and genuinely want the best for you and want to be in your #life will shine through the fog of the jealous, immature and selfish. No one can live your #life for you so ensure you live it for you and nobody else. Otherwise you'll find yourself with the rest of the leeches sucking energy from those hoping to do something positive.

Super Powers Love gave me the power to conquer all.

Please stop lending me your opinion.

Fear Being allowed to become comfortable and settle down, create a routine, recognise similar smells, identify similar faces, same conversations, same hopes and dreams, that same face to wake up to, those same arms that hold you whilst you sleep, those two plates you take out to eat, that second toothbrush which faces yours, they look like they're kissing, those same shorts left in the middle of the room, those same shoes left near the door, that feeling of excitement when you come home early, those two washing baskets filled to the rim. I've been allowed to build a routine that I'm quiet accustomed too. And soon it's going to change. But I fear that we may change. However, I fear more not discovering the new routine we may create if I am too scared to move on. So I'm going to trust your wise words, kind eyes and warm heart; And fear no more.

Dear Mum You truly are strength, determination and ambition. You've taught me how to survive in this world without it destroying me. You've taught me how live for myself and not others. You've taught me to dream in a way that others find impossible. You've taught me to be strong without being tough. You are my rock, my hard place and everything else in between. So thank you.