Confused I'm sad I don't know what to do. Why am I sad you ask? Well feeling like your less than what you really are CAN bring you down. Feeling like your so ugly and wanting to pretend to be someone else to hide the hideous person you are. When I meet or talk to people they alway say I lighten the room. It's sad because I can't even light up my own room. I feel so down and #life just sucks when you no longer wanna live it. I'm 12 going on13 and I'm having suicidal thoughts what the fuck? I wish I was younger and I didn't have any worries.