Trust. It's sad... It really is. You want to know what I'm talking about? See if you can relate. I feel like I'm isolated, restricted, in a Tini tiny circle. Do you know what it feels like to have your dad not even trust you. But he trusts your cousin. I can't walk around places. All because I dated a 15 year old. I'm 13. I'm sick and tired of being treated like this. Your not trying to keep me safe. You just don't trust me. I'm tired of trying to deal with this crap. I won't date again. Happy dad? Cause I'm not. I'm done, I'm just done.

I'm Not A Rebound. I walk.... To you. But you turn around.. And go to the other girl. I don't matter to you anymore. I'm not another rebound... You can rely on when she drops you. Goodbye....forever.

Her. You and him. Everyone says 'you're perfect together' 'you'll be together forever'. What a lie. SHE comes along and ruins you #life. She takes him away. She doesn't love him... She wants to hurt me. Love isn't at all what's in her mind. REVENGE is.

You talk about me like I can't hear you... And I'm in the next room. Your act like a kid and talk behind my back... But your an adult. I pull the sharp shimmering metal piece from my back pocket-- And glide it across my wrist. I watch the velvet blood pour out... Hoping this will be over soon.... I need this nothing will change that. I lie down and close my eyes.... This is the last time they'll ever open.