Divorce Me and my ex are separated and we have been for a while and are both in relationships now. It was my decision to end us and i know we can't ever work so it's not that I would ever want 'us' again but we are starting to go through the proceedings of separation and I can't help but feel like I don't want to. I just don't want to feel alone. It reminds me that I was wanted so badly at one point in my #life. (I suffer from anxiety&#depression which stems from a huge lack of self confidence which I think might be the problem). My boyfriend says all the right things but his actions have often been polar opposite and it sometimes makes me feel like I'm not who he really wants. Is this so wrong of me? I do love my boyfriend, so so much, and I honestly feel like it is nothing to do with feelings with my ex. I can't quite put my finger on it.

Fate (Love Story) On the 4th of April 2012 I first spoke to 'D'. I knew instantly I wanted to get to know more and there was just something about the one photo that I saw that captured me. We spoke on/off via text but it soon stopped. 19 days later I received a text from 'D' asking if I had just been in a particular place, I had, he'd seen me. I was a little gutted as I had been travelling and didn't look so great but this would usually bother me so much i would stress and become anxious about it but I didn't care, I was just so pleased to hear from him. From that one-sided meeting we text frequently and went on a date 10 days later. I remember looking straight at him as I turned the corner and walking towards his car. Normally i am a nervous wreck, I am socially retarded, but I was completely calm. It was as if we'd known each other all along. I've never felt so comfortable in someone's company before. I knew right then but I would've never admitted it. That was 5 weeks ago. 1 week later, 'D' said he wanted a relationship. I had never been more sure of anything. 4 weeks in. I've never felt like this before. I never believed in fate before but I know we were both in that same place at that same exact time on the 23rd of April to be together. I never believed in love at first sight before but I knew right when I saw him that I would fall for him. And I did. And I feel incredible.